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I AM LIGHT

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I Am a spark from the Infinite. I Am not flesh and bone. I Am Light.

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The above is the picture I took whilst waiting for Robert Holden and Anita Moorjani to come on stage to pay tribute to the Wonderful Wayne Dyer.

Rob talked of his relationship with Wayne and how he felt Wayne’s work had evolved into three different stages. He showed pictures that you may have seen on the internet of his children spreading his ashes on the waters he swam in and the picture that appears to have Wayne’s face in the water. Rob told of an event about a butterfly in his car that he relates to a sign from his mother that recently passed and how a friend rationalised it and then discussed that many people have documented strange occurrences since Wayne’s passing. I had to in the first few days and didn’t feel confident to share them and rationalised them also and then Anita told her story of orange flowers and an orange on her table at the “I Can Do It” conference days after his passing which I already learned about from Pam Grout’s blog post and Anita gave a description of how she felt in the other realm in her NDE (Near Death Experience).

If you haven’t already read it. Read Anita Moorjani’s book “Dying to be me” and it will make sense. I read it as soon as it came out because of Wayne’s recommendation and it blew me away. I have told everyone for years that Wayne Dyer is my favourite author but I have bought more copies and recommended Anita’s book to more people because I felt inspired to as I felt it would help people in pain or fear from dying or when they have lost a loved one.

Anita explained how when she was in her NDE she was part of all things all at once and could be in all places simultaneously. I had read Wayne saying how he called upon the spirit of people and if you wanted an answer on a particularly hard question you could ask Einstein for help or you wanted to express your artistic side you could call on Picasso’s spirit. Despite reading this and ‘Dying to be me’ I only really got it when Anita and Rob discussed people may want to call on Wayne but feel he needs to be with his children right now so calling on Wayne would be selfish.

Anita said from what she learnt from her NDE everybody could call on Wayne and no one would be pulling him away from anyone else as he can be everywhere all at once and that Wayne’s purpose was to teach and reach as many people as possible and despite touching so many people with his books and audio and via the internet he could still only reach a certain amount of people and now he has the capacity to reach the whole Universe and there would be nothing more Wayne would like than everyone to call upon him.

This is when I understood what Wayne was referring to when he said he calls upon St Francis and now I didn’t feel so silly when I thought I was receiving messages from Wayne.

Perhaps he was trying to tell everyone who knew him and loved him that he knew it.

On entering the Troxy, the Venue where Wayne would have been in the physical but now entered in his Infinite state I was handed a green band which I must admit assumed was my sign to say I was part of this event if I wanted to go outside for some not so fresh air etc. Towards the event Rob Holden explained how in his latter chapter Wayne emphasised the importance to meditate and use a method called the “I AM MEDITATION” and Rob said he has practised this for three years now and his life has changed phenomenally. We all then took part in a ‘I Am Meditation’. Now I have to admit, despite hearing over and over the benefits of meditation I am rubbish at practicing any kind of practice and I do not have anyone physically close to me on my wavelength to share with the stuff I share here but when I took part in what was only around 6 minutes of the ‘I Am Meditation’ with everyone else in that beautiful Art Deco auditorium I was hooked and thought that’s it, surely I can find 6 minutes somewhere each day and the pay offs sound amazing.

This morning as I unpacked (all my free books because I was given two goodie bags of Wayne’s books which I already own so have decided I will give copies to people when the ‘Inspiration’ calls) I found my green band and I noticed in the day light it had some writing on it and it said “I AM LIGHT” – DR WAYNE W DYER.

What I know now more than ever is that “WE ARE ALL LIGHT'” and should meditate to get in contact with that part of us that is “LIGHT” and our lives will be truly phenomenal.

Namaste perfect beings

 

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Go Dad

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I have been out of the blogging, Law of Attraction loop for quite a while now and knew it was time to dip my toe again.

I haven’t been down or in a bad place. Quite the contrary. I have been in a really good place. A new job and another holiday in my now beloved Crete visiting the Island Spinalonga whilst reading ‘The Island’ by Victoria Hislop  but now I am back and have finished the book on the plane back and I am ready.

I am ready for a new adventure, or ready to continue to achieve a desired adventure.

I love the work of Pam Grout and reading Pam’s blog always puts me back on track and in a really good place. A place that feels like home so this morning I dipped my toe.

I wasn’t sure how far back it was since I read her blog and I always feel I am missing out on something delicious if I don’t devour every entry so I googled her page and went back until I recognised something familiar. When I saw something unfamiliar I started reading but as it happened I had read it but a second read was just what I needed today.

There was a scenario of an exchange student entering a Hotel room for the first time with a radio left playing in the room by the maid. The student found the music not to their choice but not ever coming across a radio before didn’t know how to change the channel and what Pam was saying is that we usually stay on our channel when at any given second we can change it to another and another and another.

Recently visiting my parents my Dad told me how a relative whilst enquiring on mine and my sisters welfare made a derogatory comment and my Dad told me of his response.

My Dad told them that we were both well and both had new jobs and the relative replied in more detail than I am putting here “More new jobs?

I have blogged about how I was excited about a big change coming because I could feel it and dissatisfied with my job I listened to a Louise Hay YouTube audio I found on my commute to inspire me that I could find a new job and then a set of circumstances arose and it happened. Then my Mum told me that my sister who was unhappy in her job felt that her age was against her ever finding a new job and I told Mum to tell her please, please don’t believe that and not to give up trying and then a job literally fell in to her lap.

My Dad replied to our relative in his response to our new jobs that he was very proud of both of us. He said he knew of people who spent well over 30 years plus in jobs they hated and moaned every day about them but never had the courage to change them and he was proud that we acknowledged we weren’t happy and had enough self-respect for ourselves to get out there and find something better. Go Dad !!

And I feel this fitted in well with Pam’s Blog post we can either stay on the same channel or change it at any time for a myriad of other channels.

I have had people ask me what kind of music I like and surprised at my response because they pigeon-hole me because of the way I look but some days I like Rock and Roll, some days I am in the mood for classical, club or cheese – I like a lot of cheese, cheese makes me happy and car dance, chair dance and recently sun-bed dance.

Recently I changed my channel and changed my job and I like my job but I also like Channel hopping and seeing what new and exciting opportunities are out there because that’s who I am and I am proud I am a Channel hopper and now I know my Dad is proud I am a Channel hopper.

Are you a Channel Hopper or have you forgotten you have the ability to change Channels at any given second???

Much love !!!!!!

 

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Be Crazy Happy

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I love Pam Grout and today Pam has posted a great new blog on happiness.

Just after I read it I look up at my TV screen and see an older gentleman dressed in a Union Jack suit being interviewed in London.

I thought how long have I been reading because the last time I looked it was our local news.

I am no longer a news person as I create my own reality and don’t want it tarnished with the National doom and gloom daily, read all about how horrible we all are and the world is but I do like a dip in to what’s happening near me.

The man Terry Hutt is in fact local to me but has travelled to London for the immanent birth of our 4th in line to the thrown.

Terry said with joy in his voice that 2 years ago he slept rough for 12 days to see Prince George and he said if he has to wait and sleep rough for another 12 days for 2 or 3 minutes to see the new baby it will be worth it.

Terry is hoping that the birth of the baby will be on the 30th of April as that is his 80th birthday. I too hope it will be on this day to heighten Terry’s joy even more because to me Terry is a legend.

He’s following his bliss and doing what makes him feel happy regardless if others think him crazy.

Maybe we should all take a leaf out of Terry’s book and do what makes us crazily happy !!!

 

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Unexpected Money Gratitude 

   

The other day I read in Pam Grouts blog about someone saying the affirmation “Unexpected money comes to me everyday ”

What have I got to lose I said to myself?

After a very luxurious Valentines weekend away being thoroughly spoilt I didn’t expect to be indulged any more but my partner had other plans and after starting to say the affirmation he lavished me with more gifts on an unplanned shopping trip.
It wasn’t physical money but I silently gave thanks for the unexpected money used to purchase these items.

I’ve read to receive more money be grateful even if it’s a penny and straight after I read about the affirmation I unexpectedly found a 2 pence lurking at the bottom of my bag.

I remembered to be grateful and have saved it as a reminder.

The other day I was having trouble contacting my broadband provider about a message I had received but remembered it said I needed to act before the end of February and as Feb draws to a close I was beginning to get slightly anxious.

Yesterday acknowledging the anxiety, I reminded myself there is a solution to every problem and that anxiety is harmful and to trust that everything will work out. I set a reminder in my calendar to alert me on my arrival home from work that this subject needed addressing.

The alert came and I set about sorting this issue. To cut a not very long story shorter I dealt with two extremely helpful assistants and even got money off my broadband package and free access to their sports TV channels for as long as I am receiving Broadband from them.

You might see that as ‘they do that anyway’ but to me this was unexpected money coming to me because I thought they we’re going to put the cost up.

I am very grateful and very happy and I am definitely going to keep saying the affirmation because I am certainly not losing anything and gaining a lot

 

 

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Hand’s up I’m Human

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With all my spouting about Joy and Happiness and the Law of Attraction and my observations of how it works (positively) in my life and try to help others allow it in to their lives and blaa blaa blaa !! A few weeks ago I let fear get into my heart and sure enough I attracted the thing I feared.

Acknowledging my mistake I asked the Big Kahuna for some help with this matter.

Not sure if it was really help or a cop-out, I got sick and have been sick for a few weeks. I’m on the mend now and the time at home has allowed me the luxury to work on myself and find ways of mastering (or slightly overcoming) my fear.

I saw the opportunity as “Right I’ll use this time productively and finally get my SxxT together and finish my book, and then I’ll self-publish it and then, and then and then and then”

Easy their Tiger. What I wasn’t acknowledging was ….. I was sick !!

And the more I tried to write the more I got distracted by other stuff, couldn’t concentrate or just didn’t have the energy.

It’s been hard but I have been making a practice of (trying) to let go and follow what inspires me to do in any given moment and trust that this is exactly what I need right there right then and Trust that everything is working out perfectly and my job is to what ever makes me feel good there and NOW.

I have watched films and read books and listened to inspirational material on YouTube and I can see a synchronicity in this as a theme has echoed throughout the material.

Always focus on the Solution, not the problem.

Following my instinct something I read made me think of the film Patch Adams, then I had the thought ‘I wonder if I can get Patch Adams on download on my TV?’ Seek and Ye shall find – Only a few minutes in I heard this fall off the sofa, stop, pause, “Did I just here what I think I heard”, rewind, “Yep I did” moment.

My last post was about a slap in the face I needed and can see despite all my efforts I have been definitely focusing on the problem more than the solution and then trying to change things from the vibration of still seeing I have the problem.

Abraham Hicks says that life is full of contrast and contrast is good because it is from the contrast of seeing what you don’t want you launch a rocket of desire about what you do want but you certainly won’t get what you do want whilst still focusing on the lack of not having what you do want and coming from a place of focusing on what you don’t want – Did you get that ?

If not maybe listen to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ6vcfkfzlU

I was reading a lot of this before I watched Patch Adams so maybe that’s where I heard “Focus on the Solution” first but it has definitely a running theme and thanks to the material in the book I have been doing a lot of daily practices that have helped me focus on raising my ‘Disc’ and last night as I was going to sleep out of nowhere I had an amazing Rampage of Appreciation experience that literally felt amazing so I must be doing something right.

We live in an amazing age that allows us to have a multitude of incredible information at our finger tips in seconds for when we find ourselves (like me occasionally) out of alignment or have never felt in alignment. Like the clip from Patch Adams says we have the opportunity to see the whole world anew, each day and like the equally amazing Pam Grout says “Wake up Expecting Miracles”.

 

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I Feel a shift 2

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A few months ago I wrote the blog post “I Feel a Shift” because I had started to notice a happiness habit-forming despite of all the usual negative media we are bombarded with and asked the question was anyone else seeing too?

I was seeing adverts on TV with a more positive slant. One showing people carrying out Random Acts of Kindness that was having a chain reaction.

Talking of Random Acts of Kindness I watched Evan Almighty again and the weekend and for many of a year I have planned to have everyone do the dance at my funeral before they leave the venue so they leave on a High, as well as play Louis Armstrong’s ‘Wonderful World ‘ and Nina Simone’s ‘Feeling Good’.

A couple of days ago I learnt I must confess from one of my favourite past times … Reading Pam Grouts Blog about women from my country but not county unfortunately or I would shake her hand was requesting her followers retweet the idea that we are seeing more good news and getting the idea we should love our enemy. The the other bit of information gained from the fabulous Ms Grout was that this lady had tweeted about a former anti-Muslimist who went to his local Mosque to apologize. I clicked on the Huff Post article and reading it made my heart want to burst with happiness.

It’s easy to feel happy about things and people we love but not so easy about things we don’t like and people we don’t love (No SxxT Sherlock! I hear you cry) but the other day reading more about Epigenetic’s and how negative thinking can have a harmful effect on our bodies I  knew it was in my best interests to love even my enemy.

I also read recently (I read a hell of a lot, it is my passion and it was probably by Ms Grout  but I have read so much by so many I lose track,) some advise that when someone is annoying you, unpleasant etc say silently inside “Bless You”. Well reading this fitted right in with my loving my enemy help myself philosophy because when someone is unpleasant I just remember to say “Bless You” followed by their name.

Shortly after gaining the information that other people are sharing the, or encouraging the Happiness Habit I watch on TV a British Celebrity discussing the sequence of events that led him to write a book containing short funny poems and until the “Sequence of Events” or the Universe doing what it does best he had never written a poem before in his life and his motive was to make people happy because as he said in his words “There appears to be a lot of not so nice things going on in the world and we seem to forget that there ‘IS’ things to be happy about and we spend so much time worrying about things that aren’t even going to happen, I just wanted to make people smile and have a little bit of happiness”

Well after shouting a loud “Yes” at the TV I felt inspired to write a post about the “obvious growing” shift in happiness and just as I consciously made the decision I saw my phone light up. I’d been tagged in a post by my daughter. When I investigated she had nominated me in something that must be going around on social network, to upload 5 photo’s that make you happy.

Yep there is definitely a Shift happening

 

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Happiness is an Inside Job

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Years ago in Britain there was an advert for some sweets that challenged you not to chew them claiming it was impossible to eat one of the juicy, fruity treats without chewy it.

In Pam Grouts new book E:Cubed part of the first experiment suggests putting on some happy music first thing in the morning. I have done this but not wanting to wake my partner I sneak into the bathroom with my iPhone and some headphones I keep next the bed and dance like a loon to Pharrell Williams “Happy”.

The other day as I drove to work I heard a song on the radio that I hadn’t heard for a long time as the only time I have ever heard it was in the film “Beatlejuice” so I downloaded it to listen to any time I want.

This morning (Saturday) and my partner already gone to work. Instinct made me leap out of bed and play this song as I made the bed.

Like the sweety challenge I defy you to listen to this song and not at least tap your toe.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ic87SfqQAAM

The other night I watched a program about Happiness in Britain. The prequel to this was they were discussing it on the local evening news and asking people to Tweet etc in their thoughts.

One person tweeted how they find it ridiculous and impossible to be happy and relaid a catalogue of negative issues they had been dealing with while another listed all the things they were grateful for like, family, home etc.

Abraham Hicks says if we give our attention to something for as little as 17 seconds its is already offering a vibration and Law of Attraction kicks in. If you give something your attention for 17 seconds and another within as little as 68 seconds it can show up in your experience.

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So for the person who was obviously focused on negative issues predominately of course they were going to think happiness is ridiculous but they could turn their whole life around in 68 seconds and a happy song is a lot longer than that so we ALL have the opportunity to turn our whole lives around in the time it takes to play one track.

The other day I read something the Dalai Lama said that Happiness is an inside job. I couldn’t agree more but so many of us rely on outside situations to make us happy but when in reality we can create happiness regardless of outside appearances.

So I dare you “Jump in the Line” !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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FP your showing off now

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I am currently part-taking in Experiment #1 ‘The Boogie-Woogie Corollary’ in Pam Grout’s new book E:Cubed which briefly involves Game 1: start the day on a happy track, pump the sky in glee, pretend to be a Latin American soccer player scoring a goal and do the Harlem Shuffle and salute the sun. Game 2: Ask for your own personal cosmic joke and game 3: Be grateful for everything.

I always aim to be grateful for everything and since I have recently returned from a lovely holiday I am re-appreciating how lucky I am for the life partner I have and I told them that fact last night.

Unexpectedly I was woken by my partner with breakfast in bed and when they opened the blinds I could see what a beautiful morning it was. Celebrate the sun !!!

This reminded me to start the day with a happy track and the happiest track I could think of was ‘Happy’ by Pharrell Williams followed by ‘Jump in the Line’ by Harry Belafonte which made me do my Latin American Harlem Shuffle whilst still in bed !!

My busy Sunday involved finding my iPhone 5 box because I admit it, I am a geek freak and have upgraded to a 6, buy some PC speakers for work and get the car cleaned.

I looked on-line for PC speakers and then decided to route around in the attic before I had a shower. I was failing miserably to find the phone box and just as I was about to give up I saw a carrier bag catching my eye that said “Look inside me !!” …………………. no I didn’t find the phone box but I found some PC speakers that I never knew I even had ?!! Oh my goodness Universe you are good !! Cosmic Joke.

But the Universe as I call it or the FP (Field of Potentiality as Pam calls it)  hadn’t stopped there, it was on  a role.

Since we have returned from our holiday we have noticed the cloth roof of our car is looking greenish and slightly mildewy. Prior to going to the car wash I looked on-line at ways of removing it. Various products were recommended and intended to purchase on my return because following manufacturing guidelines I don’t let the car wash guys clean it.

At the car wash one of the employees was unusually friendly and commented at the end of the wash that I would need to do something about the roof soon. To try to cut a long story shortish I mentioned the manufacturer guidelines and my on-line search and he asked what I had found he then asked did I have some extra time and went inside and found some special product and gave my car roof his undivided attention for another half an hour and asked if I could return next week where he would check if it needed another and then put a special protector on it and when I went to pay he didn’t even charge me any extra .. obviously I was very grateful for this unexpected little miracle and tipped him accordingly as he has saved me money, time and effort. Boy FP your good but just to put the icing on the cake …………………

We decided to travel out to a local restaurant for our evening meal to end the weekend and previously I had been catching up on Pam Grouts blog where I read a guest post of someone who had done the Red Pill Corollary which involved hearing one of your favourite teenage songs. The guest poster had explained they loved Prince (who doesn’t) and how she heard “Raspberry Beret” her actual fave Prince song. As we got in the car the DJ came on the radio and said “Next up we have Raspberry Beret by Prince”.

Well now FP only one Cosmic Joke was required. I think you are just plain showing off now !!!!!

 

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Delicious Perfection – Thank you

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Currently I am setting up little reminders for the morning of things to do and todays was ‘look in attic for mobile phone case and Louise Hay Book “You Can Heal Your Life” as I have a current illness and a painful foot and I know deep down this is indicating some imbalance in my psyche showing up in my physicality plus re-read a certain Wayne W Dyer (my favorite of favoritious authors) book.

Last night I had this idea of how amazing it would be to write a book and have Hay House publish it but ‘Hay’ that is the ultimate of ultimate’s and they must get inundated with authors all with the same wish as me and seeing as I haven’t written my book yet – need to do a bit of work on this one !!!!!

I remembered reading a couple of books of people working out of Hay House that I had seen recommended on Facebook, the most memorable to me Pam Grout and the amazing “E-squared” and Anita Moorjani and “Dying to be Me” . I remembered reading how it was Wayne W Dyer that approached Anita and a synchronized series of events that had occurred after her NDE.

The other day I wrote a blog post that I was about to post which is below but decided to stop by in my emails first as I am awaiting a phone call and didn’t want my flow flawed and my jaw dropped.

The post was intended to be called ” A change in consciousness” and it was going to go like this – 

It’s not just a wish and a hope it’s a done deal

 
Often I marvel at the relationships in material I Am consuming at any one time. Either in their relationship to each other, my current thinking or in answer to a current question and I know and tell myself time after time I shouldn’t be surprised but I still love the deliciousness of it.
 
Recently I was having a light bulb ‘well hello girlfriend’ moment in how my own actions are corrupting the Universal Flow getting a chance to do its thang. My biggest fault re LOA is impatience.  In the impatience is the seed of doubt, lack of Faith and therefore negative belief that scuppers things manifesting but when I analysed it, it’s not always lack of Faith in a thing happening because I believe its going to happen. It’s more about being frustrated that it is not happening as quickly as I want which equally gives what ever I desire a huge big negativity bath. 
 
Because of this as I was going to bed I was saying an affirmation “I Am very grateful Universe that you ALWAYS manifest EVERYTHING I ever ask for in the correct time sequence” this affirmation was very calming and reassuring.
 
Whilst falling asleep I recalled a TV conversation I had  heard earlier in the day of a model who was earning a six figure sum at 16 and admitted earning £60,000 in an hour. I then thought about how  I read Jim Carey (according to Wikipedia is an advocate of The Law of Attraction) used to write himself $10,000,000 cheques and visualise himself being paid this amount for films and his first pay was for …. you can fill in the blanks. I thought about how musicians, artists, actors, writers etc  bring so much joy to our lives and get paid these large sums almost it seems for having the courage to follow their dreams and bring their gifts and how I too have every right to harbour my dreams, visualize on them and follow any Inspired Action that grips my gut.
 

Also earlier I had read a Pam Grout blog post and it had a guest YouTube tape by Dr Joe Dispenza about his daughters Ultimate Shopping Spree and felt it was so inspiring and I’d meditate the following morning on what I wanted to manifest most  predominantly however the following morning before even meditating on it I realised I already have an inner knowing that it is a done deal. “I know like I know like I know” and I don’t have to figure out how or when because the Universe knows the best time sequence and always delivers it far better than I could have ever imagined in such a way my head always spins but this time in a good way (not linked to my current illness). 

As previously mentioned I had a stop by to look in my emails and keep them clear. The only one I saved was an email that Pam Grout had posted on her blog, so I clicked on the link and followed through to Pam’s post.

The first thing was a quote from a course in miracles which was one of my 2014 daily rituals to read some ‘A Course in Miracles’ every day but it wasn’t just about the quote being from ACIM it was what the quote said. First jaw drop (but you’ll have to check out Pam Grouts blog for that). Then it featured a picture of Louse Hay. Second jaw drop. Hello? Then I revisited the title of the blog post because I hadn’t really checked it out as I just love reading Pam’s blog.

5 top reasons choosy inspirational authors choose Hay House

Third jaw drop.

In the first lines, well it just gets to spooky for words and I don’t want to rewrite the blog post but someone was referred to as saying when they recalled their job as an actor “Can you believe we get paid to do this?”. The post  mentions Wayne Dyer details how wonderful it is being part of Hay House publishing and how different it is compared to other publishing organizations and how couldn’t it be as the Brain child of the admirable Louise Hay then it mentions Louise’s book “You Can Heal Your Life”, the very book I had been scrambling around the attic for only hours earlier. It even closed with keeping channels open and be ready to receive.

The other day I listened to a recording by Earl Schoaff who said you can have anything you want but get specific and don’t even think about how or when and don’t keep digging it up but if you see anything that reminds you of what you have asked for just say “Thank You” and take it as a sign that it is on its way.

 

 

 

 
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Like attracts Like – Part 2

I remember a long time ago when I was learning about affirmations reading somewhere that the Universe doesn’t acknowledge the words ‘NOT’ & ‘DON’T’ so “I don’t want to be late!” reads “I want to be late!”.

Wednesday was going to be a busy day. Straight from work a quick change, drive 40 miles to shopping Mall, something to eat, Christmas shopping then seeing Anchorman 2 with pre-bought tickets online. During the day, knowing it was going to be a rush I remember it crossing my mind thinking “I must NOT forget my purse as it has the card in it to retrieve the cinema tickets”. In all the hustle and bustle of getting ready I was thinking what I needed to take and I remembered I’d specifically bought some Weight Watchers Popcorn for the cinema and thinking I must not forget to get it out of the cupboard. Very shortly after leaving the house I exclaimed “Oh Pooh” (or words to that effect) very loudly. “What ?!!” my startled partner asks. “I’ve left my Weight Watchers popcorn in the cupboard. This led me go to my phone to delete the ‘Points’ I had previously tracked and as we travelled on I started to feel sleepy and placed my phone next to me on the seat, in my drowsy state thought I must not forget to put my phone in my bag.

As we walked in to the Mall there was some serious weather going on. Storm force winds and heavy rain and we made a mad dash for the entrance to shelter and as I shook myself off I said “phooey” (or words to that effect). “What?” came another startled response. I’ve left my phone on the seat. Story short, we went to Nando’s  and I delved into my bag to retrieve my Nando’s card and I looked at my partner “You are going to kill me ………. I’ve forgotten my purse (wallet)”. My partner replied that it wasn’t a problem but I explained I needed my card to get the tickets out of the machine at the cinema.  Deathly Silence !!!

Before finding LOA and for quite a long time after I’ve always been a panickier but as time goes on with the help of LOA and other materials I Am so much more calmer and less fearful so I acknowledged the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, took a deep breath and said “Thank you Universe for your help in getting our cinema tickets” and then breathed again and I knew and felt it was OK. After our meal I asked “I know it’s blowing a hoolie but we can just go and see if we can get the tickets so we know where we are at” IE: do we have to drive home and get my purse – sad face !!.

As we walked towards the entrance I could see a cinema employee standing next to a dead looking ticket machine. I thought that’s handy I’ll ask him for advise. Before I even opened my mouth he said “Sorry its cash only I’m afraid, no cards. There’s something wrong with our system”. I explained I’d prepaid and he said that is fine, as long as you have your booking reference number (on confirmation email on my phone that I had picked up off the seat on the way over to the cinema) you can collect them at the till over there. Thanks Universe for your help, bit drastic for all the inconvenience to other cinema users who wanted to use their cards that evening but once again I asked you for help, stated it as already fact, relaxed, let it go and therefore no longer vibrating at a negative energy level and enabling it to manifest.

I’d remembered “The Universe doesn’t acknowledge DON’T” in the shower the following morning (My Universal Telephone) which is also my new Pam Grout styley messaging service, I’ll explain later but I had one more “Dont forget” that I’d forgotten about.

Just before work I quickly picked a Tony Robbins post from YouTube to listen to on the way to work. (New daily ritual, which is a bit ironic if you listen to my choice which I have attached). Before getting into my car and pressing play I asked the Universe “Please help show me what I need to do to make a living off of Internet Marketing, succeed and help my partner. Without even knowing it I had the answer in my ears  with my Tony Robbins pick of the day. Todays choice was particularly inspiring and ironic at the same time in its messages from the point of what I’ve been experiencing and thinking. My partner was very P’d off the other day coming home from work. He’s self-employed, works his guts out but is only making a living, not a profit. He’s not the same mind-set as me but it made me think and decide  to really investigate and learn about Internet Marketing over the Christmas period hence my question.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HTaX2Ek1Qo

Todays Tony Robbins was just about this subject and how and why some people achieve and some don’t. In the clip he had two guests and one John Reese tells a story of working in a video rental store where every day he’d take two magazines. Entrepreneur Magazine and Auto Trader. 1) to get into the mind-set of successful people and learn from them and 2) to pick out the car he was going to drive. He explains that one day his boss asks why he has these magazines and his boss advised him not to do that to himself as it was very, very unlikely to happen. This triggered a memory of only two days earlier that I did not acknowledge the resonance of at the time, which is a usual thing for me. I need a sledge-hammer or 3 times before the Thomas Edison moment and the light bulb finally goes on. Two days earlier as I was walking in to work, earphones in, listening to Tony, I passed a colleague outside on his phone. We graciously raised hands and moved on.

Later the same day I see the same colleague and he unexpectedly asks “Do you normally do that ritual?” (his actual words) “What ritual?”. Walking to work with the head-gear in”, “Oh that’s a new thing I Am doing, listening to Tony Robbins every morning”. Now I thought this person was actually an intelligent open-minded person and that’s why I confided in him but he replied “Awwww, you ought to stop that habit, it will get you in all sorts of trouble” bemused and taken back and not confident (then) to defend my actions I ditheringly replied “It’s just something I’m doing each morning, randomly picking a YouTube vid to listen too” and he replied “Well you need to randomly listen to something else”. “Obviously I didn’t take his advise as I was listening to Tony Robbins this morning as mentioned and I Am so glad I did in more ways than one because hearing John Reese’s story about choosing his Porsche, defying his boss plus proving him wrong then remembering my colleagues responses was my trigger and I thought “Right”, I’ll prove you wrong as well. I WILL break out of this paid employment and I will find a way and thanks to John Reese and Tony Robbins, because of you I’ll find it sooner than later.

I pulled up in work and reached for my  security fob. Fob, that was the thing I told myself I must not forget to pick up.

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