Today 5 years ago was the Transition of the Man who literally changed my life Dr Wayne W. Dyer.
Reading one of his books on a bus on the way back from London after spending an incredible day in Tate Britain I read the words “Don’t Die with Your Music still in you” and the story behind it .
The next day I started my blog and if you have seen my website alisonkparsons.com they are featured on the home page and cover banner on my Facebook page of the same name.
Now that music can come in any shape or form but means just share your gift with the world 🌎 .
I was meant to be spending an evening with Wayne Dyer in London on the 1st of October 2015 at a Hay House event and I was in London when I learnt of his passing after a glorious bank holiday weekend and I was back there the next day for work and while in the hotel I watched Wayne’s film below “The Shift”.
I admit I cried, I cried for Wayne, I cried for not seeing him in person and I cried for myself because of a scene in the film as my heart ached because I was not fulfilling that part of myself.
I can thankfully say less than 2 years later that part was fulfilled and then some and then some.
I can thankfully say I know longer sense that loss and My Passion is for no one else to feel it and die with their music still in them and that’s why today in honour of Wayne I share the full version of the film with you and hopefully it inspires to share YOUR music with the world 🌍 xoxo
When I woke up this morning I spotted a post about Noel Edmunds getting back lash about suggesting that negative thinking can create cancer.
I was pleasantly surprised to read the comments under this post were mainly positive and in agreement and if anyone has read or listened to anything by Bruce Lipton or read Anita Moorjani’s book “Dying to be Me” you would totally understand where Noel was coming from.
I’m not sure if it was before or after reading about Noel that I saw the picture above posted by Skye Dyer but later in the day I recalled it and thought it’s contents were relevant to this situation.
As soon as I read it, it reminded me of when I read “21 Days to Master Success and Inner Peace” by Dr Wayne W. Dyer when Wayne suggested ‘Be open to everything’.
It is most likely because I have read and listened to material by Wayne Dyer, Bruce Lipton and Anita Moorjani I am stood in the reality I have created today.
After I had a recent accident I was determined to think positively. It wasn’t until a few weeks later I recalled the thoughts I was having in the hours running up to the accident. I had one working week left before travelling to enjoy a luxury holiday and a joyous event but instead of thinking about this I was feeling overwhelmed by all the things I had to achieve in that working week and the lack of belief that I could achieve it all. I had allowed fear and doubt to occupy my thoughts instead of belief and trust that as always everything would work itself out.
My accident immediately wiped out all the things I was concerned about but it also wiped out the opportunity for something blissful and joyous. I take responsibility for my actions and my thoughts and realise that if I had acknowledged my anxiety I could have changed that chain of thought and none of this would have happened but am proud that I haven’t chosen to adopt the thoughts and opinions related to an accident like mine.
If I had chosen to believe what I have heard, at least I will have to endure severe pain every winter or more severe, crippling arthritis.
I have chosen to believe I am 100% healed and I already have the evidence that is the case.
Initially I as given a diagnosis of being in plaster until mid June with further treatment to be assessed. Last week I had a check up that required my plaster to be removed to have an X-ray to assess how the healing was going. My partner discussed possible outcomes with a member of staff removing my cast and they suggested that if I accept that I may have another cast, on anything else was a bonus but other options were surgical boots etc but quietly in my head I told myself I was already healed as I had said many times previously.
I believed it and already accepted that I will be 100% fully functioning in the future but never being through something like this I had nothing to gage against time wise.
A short time later I was called back in to meet the consultant who showed me my X-rays and told me that my break had completely healed and I could start weight baring immediately as much I could tolerate. So two weeks before I was due out of plaster cast I don’t have as much as a support bandage and today I had my first (and only) physiotherapist appointment. The word ‘exceptional’ was used several times as the Physiotherapist’s body language gave away that they were literally flabbergasted by my flexibility and mobility in my joints. She actually said that she had never had anyone at this stage with this amount of movement and demonstrated with her hand how much movement people normally have which was barely anything. I have received a sheet of 3 exercises to improve to some tightness in my calves and I have been discharged.
Feeling blissful and full of Gratitude I decided to go into the garden, enjoy the sunshine and listen to something on YouTube and as if to reiterate what I, Noel and many others believe the video below was on my recommended list.
It’s not in our gene’s. It is in our thoughts. Anything and Everything.
Last year I was meant to go to a Wayne Dyer event in London but sadly Wayne died 1 month and 1 day before.
At first the event was cancelled however shortly after Hay House sent an email saying that it was being turned in to a tribute evening and that attendees would receive books to the equivalent value of their ticket at the event.
I have all my books in eBook form now as I love having my library accessible any time any place any where so I haven’t read a physical book since 2011.
I was actually handed a gift bag of books on submission of my ticket on entry and to my surprise handed another on my way out. If you follow my blog I talk of miracles a lot and I believe it was a miracle I managed to get all these books into my small hand luggage size suitcase.
So you maybe thinking you say you don’t read physical books, what were you going to do with them? Why accept them?
I decided that I would trust the Universe to guide me in who to gift them to along the way, which I have done with all but three of them.
Last week I was feeling a little low after something at the time seemingly bad happened and I questioned my ability to use my energy correctly and the Universe obviously heard me and encouraged me to gift myself because ‘inspiration’ guided me to my not yet gifted Wayne Dyer books and suggested I read ‘The Power of Intention’.
I am combining this with reading The Cosmic Ordering series of books by Barbel Mohr as a way of ramping up my ability to attract what I do want and not what I don’t want.
I have to admit I am loving have the physical presence of a book in my hand again and a red pen for underlining the juicy bits. Maybe we are reverting to a bit of old skool as I recently heard Vinyl is making a come back and this morning on the car stereo I heard they were asking people for their favorite mix tape top three as cassettes are making a come back. I have to admit I am a little bit reticent on that one as I want to use my pen to underline, not rewind my tape back in to the cassette case 🙁
In the Cosmic Ordering books is says that orders work best when we are playful and childlike and non-attached which is obviously quite hard in reality when it is something we really, really, really, really want.
The energy that is all around us and in us and ever accessible has many different names for many different people. Infinite Intelligence, fans of Pam Grout will know Pam calls it the FP (Field of Potentiality) and my chosen word is Universe. Source Energy is another I have heard of.
I was just reading a bit of Wayne that instigated this post. In the first few pages something caught my attention.
“Activating Intention means rejoining your Source and becoming a modern-day sorcerer. Being a sorcerer means attaining the level of awareness where previously inconceivable things are available”
I actually liked the 2010 version of ‘The Sorcerers Apprentice’ with Nicolas Cage and Jay Baruchel and reading the above gave me the childlike feeling Barbel Mohr suggests is required to manifest Cosmic Orders and reminded me that, this is what I am aiming to achieve by reading Barbel’s books ‘Attain the awareness to attain the previous unavailable.’
I have excitely made the decision to scratch all previous experiences and make today day 1 of being an apprentice sorcerer and see what I am capable of achieving just for fun.
Bit of a twist on the Happy List today and instead of 3 Happy Songs today I am replacing them with three video’s that help me or make me feel happy and re-energized and get me back on track and reconnected to the Source.
No. 1 = Louise Hay – ‘I Can Do It – The Power of Affirmations’
I have listened to the video more than any other video on YouTube and the results after I have listened to it are incredible.
No. 2 = Wayne Dyer – The Shift
On the second on January 2015 I bought a ticket to see Wayne Dyer in London on October 1st. If you are a fan or aware of Wayne you will know that he passed away in August 2015. Just over a month before I was due to see him. I was in London when I saw the news and I was getting so excited about being in the same room as his energy I could not process what my eyes were showing me at first. Thankfully there was a Tribute to Wayne that I attended that was hosted by Anita Moorjani and Rob Holden and was a real gift. Talking of gifts. We were given free books that evening and I haven’t read a flesh and blood book since 2011 so I was given mine away as gifts however I hand three left and instinct said “It is time to give yourself a gift” and yesterday I started to read my physical version of “The Power of Intention” and I must say it feels quite nice to actually hold a book and a red pen to underline with rather than a tablet with finger poised to swipe.
If you haven’t watched this film, it is probably one of the best gifts you can ever give yourself.
No. 3 = Marie Forleo interview with Elizabeth Gilbert – How to Live a Creative Life
I had heard of the book and film ‘Eat, Pray, Love’ but I didn’t actually watch the film until after watching this interview but I am glad it worked out this way. When I watched this interview I was inspired to buy Big Magic instantly and write several blog posts as Elizabeth was like cream for my soul.
What is cream for you soul? Maybe some of the above will become ‘Cream for your Soul’.
My play lists that I have started adding are literally the first 3 songs that come up on my smart phone when I flip that little flippy thing you can do from the bottom of the screen and I press play and see what comes up. I let more play as I am making the coffee etc but thought the top three is enough to post. What are your “Happy Songs” that you start the day with or what is the sound track of your life?
Number 1. =Usher – Pop Ya Collar
Don’t let any one steal your crown or as I see it take your power today. You can eat it or throw it away. My advise throw it away.
No. 2 = Pharrell Williams – Happy
Just a classic. To me it never gets tiring. I can’t fail to be Happy when I hear this ….. or dance
No. 3 = Jimmy James & The Vagabonds – I’ll Go Where The Music Takes Me
Where ever you go or going today remember to do it to your own music or as Wayne Dyer would have said ‘Dance to the beat of your own drum’. I know the more authentic I am being to me and when I tap in to the power that is in me and within all of us everything just glides across the dance floor of life effortlessly like Fred Astaire
I try to live an ‘Inspired Life’ and to be the spiritual being I truly am as often as I can in the way Wayne Dyer describes being spiritual.
Wayne says to live an inspired life any thought that excludes another person or thing is not a spiritual thought and our work is to constantly watch our thoughts and any thought that does not match that practice change it.
Watch yourself and catch yourself when you have a thought of seperation
An area I need to work on are Blanket statements, they irritate me and therefore the people that make them.
Recently I heard a TV presenter say that all women want to go to lunch with George Clooney and all men want to be George Clooney. No disrespect George I think you are lovely and a very interesting person to spend time with but sorry I do not like being rustled up like a sheep into a blanket statement.
Then I probably end up telling the person on the TV off for making such a generalisation and reminding them that they can’t make that judgement on behalf of everyone even though they can’t hear me.
See I said I needed to work on this area.
Actually when I think about it I would rather spend a lunch date with Ben Whishaw. I don’t know what it is about Ben but whenever I see him acting something genuine exudes from him that makes me think you are a nice interesting person with a gentle quality.
The same thing happened to me many moons ago with Liam Neeson when he played a character called “Blacky” in a TV adaptation of “A Women of Substance” long before he became to the prominant position he is in today and my mum, bless her tells people I had a crush on him long before anyone else.
Crush maybe but what is it that draws us towards some people and dislike others? And what is it that makes someones George Clooney and someone else’s Ben Whishaw?
In other words what energy is matching up here?
The older I get I see the things I am attracted to and what attracts me to them has always been different to most people I have come in to direct physical contact with that’s why I always felt like the girl on the right.
Another thing age has given me the luxury of is …….. I don’t care !!
I embrace my personality traits others might find annoying because I believe these were my God given talents and gifts agreed upon before I came in to the physical and I am not going to deny what was given to me by the Infinite Intelligence.
I am blessed with some incredible friends and there must be something about the energy they and I resonate that brought us together and stay together.
Birds of a feather flock together
It’s easy to be spiritual about people we flock to. The test of spirituality is to embrace everyone.
We maybe resonating on different vibrational levels but our spiritual source is from the exact same origin
My job now is to catch myself separating myself from blankets and embrace them. Sounds cosy.
Normally when I go to London I quite happily accept that the London way is bustle, bustle, push and push, especially on Tubes.
I was there this week and I have to admit it was slightly disconcerting at 08:30 in the morning after just arriving as you are getting off a tube and heading towards an escalator and hundreds off people were heading towards you coming off of escalators like a rampaging bull – Mumma !!!
With plenty of time I stood to one side and all was well, I wasn’t stampeded.
The following morning and my last day in London I waited patiently like I normally do and observed when even a short women desperately trying to get her child to school pushed passed my place in the tube ticket terminal queue by lifting my arm up and forcing her child through followed by herself and never even acknowledged my presence. Guess that’s how it has to be every day to get on with your day the London way, or is it.
Later that day I was more on deadline myself to get to on two different tubes to get me to Paddington station for my Train home. As the tube approached and it appeared full and not wanting to be in my usual situation where by everyone pushes past me and I am either doing the impression of a sardine with my face impressioned against the glass of the tube door or even worse pressed up against someones smelly armpit and as sometimes happens, actually left still standing on the platform I needed to rethink my approach.
I took a step closer to the train and then another step closer. I hadn’t pushed past anyone I had literally stepped forward in alignment from where I was previously stood and waited for the doors to open and the passengers to alight but I was ready, once the last person alighted I was in.
I was in perfect alignment with the train door and as I stepped up on to the Train a voice from the side of me said ‘There is no need to push”. How ironic I thought. I don’t think I have ever heard anyone speak to each other on a tube, they very rarely make eye contact and the first time I try a bit of dog eat dog boom I get the one person with the moral compass to speak out.
I had just been on a course where it spoke about Parent, Child, Adult how to react in situations or how we normally react instinctively.
I looked at the young man looking smug and smiling to himself and I felt compelled to reply to his comment. Calmly I pointed out that I am not local but whenever I come to the ‘Big Smoke’ (I didn’t actually use that terminology) due to my polite nature I am normally left standing on the platform whilst everyone else pushes passed me and today I thought I would change my tact and follow the London way. He replied it wasn’t the London way and words just fell out of my mouth and told him it was how it was every time I came here.
The conversation ended and everyone else appeared to adopt the normal stance of no eye contact, no speaking and normal service resumed.
I did however after have, maybe the weirdest thought “How would have Wayne Dyer handled that?”
The following morning I was not in work and had the luxury to do what I wanted and following advise from Oprah posted in regards to Thanks Giving chose some inspirational material to listen to before getting out of bed.
In the video Wayne practised kinesiology on one of the crew and I knew instantly what Wayne would have done and I knew what I would do if I had that experience over or in future.
If I had the situation over again I would have reverted to type and not stepped forward in the first place and waited calmly and patiently and avoided the whole situation and that thought felt right, felt good, felt like who I am and the essence of me.
This process of how thought affects the body as practiced through kinesiology in the Video stuck with me and how your body reacts via love and how it reacts via hate and revenge, I only wanted to think thoughts of LOVE and I set myself an experiment to go about my day and despite however anyone behaved I would always revert my thought back to LOVE.
I had to pay two separate visits to a supermarket and I was no angel. When I stood to one side to let people pass and they didn’t even acknowledge me it initially crossed my mind ‘What am I invisible here?’ but then I reminded myself think thoughts of love, think thoughts of love if only for your own best interests.
When queuing to get out of the car park and a man aggressively pulled out from behind someone else and tried to force his way into to the queue I was in I physically felt myself pull forward as did the guy in front of me as to try to stop him. I, then realising what I was doing relaxed and started letting people out one by one in front of me. I turned the music up on my car radio and thought ‘The longer I am here the more I get to enjoy these tunes’.
I checked the time it took to get out of the car park after letting several people out and it was 7 minutes in total. Not much in the grand scheme of things and I was far happier and calmer than the majority of people I recalled coming in to contact with throughout my day.
That’s why I feel I am and can relate to the ‘Happiest Penguin Ever’
We all have a choice and the power to attract in to our day the best experiences regardless of the situations or other poples reactions.
Have a great weekend and lets all be happy Penguin’s
This is not my normal LOA post, this fell out of me on my Evernote page this morning when instinct told me to write down something I called the Procreation Myth that came back to me before I forgot it and then after it all fell out of me instinct said blog it so here I am laying myself raw:
All along growing up I had a feeling inside that I wasn’t like everyone else around me. I didn’t want to get married and have babies. I wanted a career. I wanted independence. I wanted to work in London, buy my own home, on my own. I wanted t travel alone and I was pretty determined that would be the case and visualised myself power dressed, carrying a portfolio and returning to my one bedroom contemporary apartment and planned to go to college and then University.
Life gave me crossroads and threw up other options because I wasn’t aware at the time I was throwing thoughts out there and wasn’t aware of the power of my own thoughts and how they brought those crossroads to my door and gradually somewhere inside of all of that the Procreation Myth was whispering in my ear and lack of confidence in myself and the need to please I allowed myself to put my authenticity to one side, my voice, my desires, my dreams and goals and here I was despite so much wanting a different vision. Unhappily married with 3 children that I loved and hated at the same time.
It is important to say that I didn’t hate them for a second as individuals and now I have written it I didn’t hate them at all I hated myself for being someone I planned so hard not to be. A mother. I was probably berating myself without even hearing it but what I was probably saying to myself when I found being a mother sooooooooo hard was “You idiot, how did you get here? This is not what you planned stupid”
I heard people saying how fulfilling being a mother was and how joyous their children were and this only added to my inner turmoil because this led to more self loathing. “You’re right, you shouldn’t have not been a mother, how did you let yourself get here? You suck at this. You should have never let this happen, they are happy because that is what they were meant to be, you’re struggling because it wasn’t the plan and it wasn’t a plan for you for a reason. It was a message to stop you having kids because you suck at it and you were designed for something else but you failed and you bought in to the procreation myth.
The Procreation Myth is as I see it written below:
It is not until you get married you realise to didn’t need too
It is not until you have babies you realise you didn’t need them
I wrote the procreation myth late one night whilst I was alone. Which was pretty much all the time, while my husband was away and the kids were in bed and in a way writing it was a relief. It was an acknowledgement that yes we don’t need too but most of us don’t question it.
I wrote that over 20 years ago and two things have changed since then and actually one as I write these words.
I am so grateful I live in this time and I express my gratitude almost everyday. So much has changed in that 20 years where evolution is concerned and the equality in the world. To some it may not appear that way but if we stop to analyse the evidence not just in the area of being a women but so many people are free to express themselves as who they truly are and the ability to be their authentic selves on the public forum instead of a stilted silent wish inside their heads and the evidence is also there almost daily if we look for it as teenage women in oppressed counties stand up and say I want an education, I don’t want to marry that person, I don’t want to be mutilated because of some archaic belief that is not relevant, I love this person and actually I do want to marry them and have children with them even if they are the same-sex as me and more and more each day in more and more places that is being accepted as the norm and more and more each day in more and more places that will become the norm as we become more aware.
Awareness is a magnificent gift, rather than blind acceptance and what I have become aware of as I write these words that are just flowing through me is that maybe something at a higher vibration than my physical presence was guiding me along in to the procreation myth because whilst it was hard at the time I cannot think of anything more joyous than my children and my now grandchildren and if I hadn’t struggled in my now long dead marriage or struggled with motherhood I wouldn’t be reaping the harvest now – as my Dearest now departed Wayne Dyer so eloquently pointed out in his book “I Can See Clearly Now”.
Travelling back from somewhere yesterday I listened to Les Brown say when you step up it will be hard. It won’t be easy. Easy is staying where you are. Hard is changing that habit. Hard is stepping out of your comfort zone but it will be worth it.
We truly live in an age where nothing is impossible and everything is ‘Possible’ so go forth and live your authenticity loud and proud and if and when those saboteurs start speaking to you like mine did above we have sooooooooo many tools available to us at the touch of a button to help us to break those habits and break out of our comfort zones and find new ways of living.
That is a comment I said when someone replied to the comment I sent them.
A colleague that wasn’t currently in my office sent me a message saying good morning and asking how I was feeling?
I said I was fine and it was a beautiful day and they replied that the weather was horrible where they were and that it was pxxxing down.
I said the weather was rubbish where I was but the sun was shining in my head and it still is. I am buzzing off of life today and maybe somebody else in my position would be all fizzled out but buzzing I AM.
And if you knew why I was buzzing you may think I should be certified.
I am – certifiably joyous.
Before I got up I said my gratitudes and I said my new gratitudes that I blogged about recently. Saying thank you in advance for something that is not yet visible/physical but I know it is done because it is done literally the second you have the thought.
I was happily tootling along to work in my car listening to Tony Robbins when I saw something that made me scream.
I have this strange theory that when I see my initials in a car registration that is a hello from the Universe and a message that everything is ok and on track. See certifiable !!
It used to be seeing Birds of Pray but now it is car regs as I asked the Universe for a message of seeing my initials in a car plate would be the thumbs up that everything is working out A Ok and of course the Universe obliged and I expected it to be a one time event but if anyone has read Pam Grouts E:squared and you know the Volkswagen Jetta experiment if you choose Volkswagen Jetta’s, butterflies, purple feathers boom boom boom they will literally appear everywhere.
For me I chose Butterflies as one item but then chose to postpone my experiment as I was about to fly to Paris and despite postponing the experiment a butterfly landed on my airer whilst I was hanging washing out to wear to Paris (I had also just listened to Wayne Dyer talking about his book Inspiration so when the butterfly landed on the airer I nearly fainted but you would have to read the book or listen to the same video as I did on YouTube to understand why).
When I got to Paris within 5 minutes of leaving the Hotel we walked down the street and I saw butterflies on printed window voile, then later on a scarf on a women walking passed me on the Champs-Elysees, another women was wearing butterfly earrings sat next to me in a restaurant so now seeing my initials is not a surprise but today the Universe excelled itself.
Everything single letter on the registration plate was my 3 letters repeated in the correct order and I was omg, omg, omg screaming omg. I saw this as the hugest thumbs up that what is not yet visible is about to be visible. I know, completely certifiable but if you are a follower of the Law of Attraction you know there are no accidents.
I got out of my car in the rain. Not bothered, to me the sun is shining. Initials on a car plate right. Why wouldn’t the sun be shining in my head???
I did walk with my head down to keep my hair and the rain out of my eyes and there in the rain soaked pavement I see something written.
Yes I am. Thank you very much !! But it doesn’t stop there. I have crossed a street everyday I go to work since May and I never noticed the name of the street “William Street’ and what does my certifiable head say “Will I?” “I AM’.
Don’t mean to take anything away from ‘Will.I.Am’ just saying I saw it as the question “Will I?” Yes I already AM.
Proper rampage of appreciation that put me so far in to the Vortex that when I was dealing with really challenging people I didn’t get spat out and I was still so on a high flying disc when I got home I had to blog about it.
If you see something that you feel inside is a thumbs up from the Universe that everything is A OK and puts you on a high flying disc and makes you feel you are walking down Synchronicity Street go with it however much it may make people think you are certifiable.
I don’t normally disagree with my peers and people who inspire me but I just saw this on social media and my brain said something slightly different.
I was listening to Wayne Dyer the other morning driving to work on YouTube, I must hastily add via earplugs and Wayne was talking about just by holding a particular book in your hands you will feel better without reading it and that Kinesiology proves it.
Just to prove I was only listening and not watching I was itching to know the book but couldn’t look. As Wayne went on and said more I knew it was the Tao Te Ching.
This may have inspired me when on Friday evening instincts told me to read both Pam Grout’s books right through again without doing the experiments and see what happens.
Almost immediately the Dude starting proving themselves but that is not why I am writing that situation here.
Starting to read E:squared again, I read that when we ask for something or for argument’s sake say “I would like to visit China” or date the David Beckham look a like, I must add I am not quoting Pam I am just translating what I read in to my perception but what I got from it was when we ask these kinds of things ‘Poof’, like rubbing Aladdin’s lamp – it is done.
It is just our focusing on the fact we can’t physically see it slows it down or delays it completely.
Before I saw the picture above I was journaling my excitement at what has happened in the few wee hours since just reading Pam Grout’s E:squared without even actually committing to the experiments.
Years and years and years ago early one Saturday morning I came across someone called the Barefoot Doctor and bought several of their books including one called ‘Manifesto’ and in it the Doctor warned you before you start practicing the advise there within ‘beware’ because once you do, watch out. Big things will happen. Life changing things and you may not see them at first but be the Universe will start moving furniture around and then bang !!!!!
This photo below is one of my favourite quotes and sums up what I am saying perfectly.
I have used Barefoot’s terminology ever since reading his books and when I see strange things happening I just go “OK furniture is being moved” and that is what I was journaling about and when I saw the picture saying “I Can and I Will’ but what I said was
“I Can and I Have”
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