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Unexpected Money Gratitude 

   

The other day I read in Pam Grouts blog about someone saying the affirmation “Unexpected money comes to me everyday ”

What have I got to lose I said to myself?

After a very luxurious Valentines weekend away being thoroughly spoilt I didn’t expect to be indulged any more but my partner had other plans and after starting to say the affirmation he lavished me with more gifts on an unplanned shopping trip.
It wasn’t physical money but I silently gave thanks for the unexpected money used to purchase these items.

I’ve read to receive more money be grateful even if it’s a penny and straight after I read about the affirmation I unexpectedly found a 2 pence lurking at the bottom of my bag.

I remembered to be grateful and have saved it as a reminder.

The other day I was having trouble contacting my broadband provider about a message I had received but remembered it said I needed to act before the end of February and as Feb draws to a close I was beginning to get slightly anxious.

Yesterday acknowledging the anxiety, I reminded myself there is a solution to every problem and that anxiety is harmful and to trust that everything will work out. I set a reminder in my calendar to alert me on my arrival home from work that this subject needed addressing.

The alert came and I set about sorting this issue. To cut a not very long story shorter I dealt with two extremely helpful assistants and even got money off my broadband package and free access to their sports TV channels for as long as I am receiving Broadband from them.

You might see that as ‘they do that anyway’ but to me this was unexpected money coming to me because I thought they we’re going to put the cost up.

I am very grateful and very happy and I am definitely going to keep saying the affirmation because I am certainly not losing anything and gaining a lot

 

You’re not in Kansas any more Dorothy

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40’s are the new 20’s so it seems but Yuk no disrespect to 20 somethings, I don’t want to be there again.

So what’s my point?

The other day watching 40 something actresses and models on TV looking stunning I remembered how not so long ago being 30 meant you were over the hill and would struggle to get work.

How fantastic that seems less and less evident and women are rocking it in there 40’s, 50’s, 60’s 70’s … well you get the picture.

So what’s my point?

This week I had a shake up and a wake up that I knew I had to face and take responsibility for but ouch it still hurt.

Over the last few years I have read stuff that I have accepted, that we have to take responsibility for our actions and that we are the creators of our ‘Physical Reality’. Yep I got that and I actually feel comfortable with having to take responsibility for my life. That way I don’t feel powerless and I can feel in control and have the ‘Power’ to change things however after saying all this I still got a mental slap in the face.

Each day I try to read or listen to inspiring information. I aim to do daily practices that I feel will help me grow and improve my lifestyle and I try to monitor my thoughts and find a better feeling place and react differently when faced with something uncomfortable, unpleasant so in my head I am doing good. I am much happier and more relaxed most of the time compared to what I used to be like so I am making progress .. right?

The slap in the face came when I read “Look around you NOW to see the propensity of your thoughts. If you don’t like what you see, you brought this on yourself”. For me that was an ouch because as I looked around my current situation there were some definite areas that were painful. It was a wake up call that I must not be focusing my thoughts in the right area.

As I said previously it was a wake up but it was also the shake up I needed. I can see now I was living in a sort of dream world where I was floating along thinking “Yeah I’m doing better than the me of 10 years ago, 4 years ago” and only recently I patted myself on the back that while my physical environment appeared no different how I reacted to it was different from even a year ago.

But that’s it. Nothing’s changed externally. I’ve just changed in how I react to it. Something is wrong somewhere. I’m missing in something that I am doing or what I am seeing would be different.

What I can see now is that in my dream state I was just waiting for my theoretical Prince to come. I just thought one day, bingo the Universal Energy, Quantum Field or whatever you choose to call it would pop up a series of events (because it has done so many times before) and all would be OK with my world because I have read so many examples of who and where it has happened in the past like my hero’s Henry Ford, Thomas Edison etc. It didn’t happen over night for them so I was thinking “Ahh this might not be as great as I would like it right now but it will work out OK in the end”

What I can see now is (thanks slap in the face). I was just coasting. What I want to do now is be a Deliberate Creator.

Each morning and evening (depending how tired I am) I try to say thank you’s for the things I am grateful for. Since my shake up and a wake up I realise I  have only been grateful for the things I can physically see NOW.

I think nothing has changed in my physical environment but everything is always changing, it’s the Law of the Universe but from the focus of my thoughts I am just changing it in to the same old same old.

I read the other day that the mind doesn’t know if you are actually doing something or you are imagining that reality and attention goes to where you are focusing your thought regardless if it is in the past, present, future or imagination.

Now as I wake or go to sleep or any other possible moment I can find I will be grateful for and focus my attention on those things I desire to see in my physical environment like they are already here.

And along with the examples of the ladies who are Rocking it 50 and above I am just getting started.

Examples of people finding ‘Success’ later in life:

Julia Child (I love the film Julie and Julia) Didn’t start cooking until in her 40’s.

Colonel Sanders was retired and rejected 1009 times

Authors Elizabeth Jolley  and Mary Wesley were 56 and 71 when their first novels were was published.

Alfred Hitchcock directed his most legendary films when people felt he was ‘Over the Hill’

Probably my number one inspiration Louise Hay started her publishing house at 60

Harry Bernstein achieved notoriety at age 96 for the memoirs “The Invisible Wall: A Love Story That Broke Barriers.”

I am not rubbish at it !!

I get I’ve got what I’ve got by the quality of my thoughts.

I get that if I don’t like what I’ve got, change my thoughts.

I get that you have to focus on what you do want, not what you don’t want.

I get you have to imagine already having received what you want.

I get that visualization is the key.

And I get that I am rubbish at visualising

Well I thought I was, when the Universe gave me this gift.

 

If you can visualise and orange you can visualise Everything

Happy Meat Suit

Or rather I am not a meat suit

Today I chose the attached Bruce Lipton YouTube video to listen to on the way to work … I knew I couldn’t listen to it all on my commute (I don’t work on Mars) but I always follow my instincts when they say “Pick that one, pick that one !!!!!”

As I heard Bruce talk about everything makes communities whether it is bacteria, amoeba’s (and what a cool word is amoeba by the way), cells etc (and what are we made up of ?? ) my whole body suddenly tingled and the hairs went up on my arms as in to say “The community of cells that make up your physical (meat suit) body are listening !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bruce went on to talk about the possible future of the species and the future of our planet and the future of our Universe. Some people might find his words depressing and a few years ago so would have I but now I know more as Bruce also discusses ‘Knowledge is Power’ I tingle with excitement of the possibilities. I know I am Sooooooooooooooooooooooo much more than this Meat Suit of collective communities of cells etc so I am not intimidated at the proposal of the end of humanity.

Today it was released that Harrogate is the happiest place to live in England. On the other hand a certain part of London was classed as the unhappiest place to live in England and to back these statistics up they went to meet (not meat) people in both of these places and ask if they were happy or unhappy. Most of the people in the unhappiest part of England did in fact say that they were unhappy all apart from one very happy man.

I am grateful to know from my expanded consciousness via the materials I have listened to and read over the predominately last 4 years that I am responsible for my own happiness and that I can and I Am happy in ANY environment and I Am all powerful of unlimited possibilities.

 

 

 

 

Over night success?

20 years to success

My last post was about my personal observations in a shift in consciousness towards happiness that I hope will be an ever-growing ‘Collective Consciousness’ and yesterday I saw the above photo. It made me contemplate, if despite all our efforts, my efforts is there a divine time for our message to be felt?

Also in my last post I thanked Pharrell Williams for his amazing song. Pharrell Williams that has only come into most people’s awareness in recent months but I’ve heard he has been around for a very long time.

And then I see this:

 

Divine Time !!!

 

 

Higher and Higher

I make it a habit now when ever I Am commuting or walking around the supermarket, running errands etc to plug-in and hook up with motivational material using my iPhone and Youtube app.

It’s all a bit random trusting that the Universe is guiding me to what I need to listen to. Yesterday it was the link below. I decided to listen to it again today when I had an opportunity to take notes but the last bit of material struck a chord at the time and struck me again when I heard Matthew McConaughey’s Oscar Speech that personally, blew me away.

The contributor to the podcast quoted T D Jakes “If you are the smartest person in the group you need to get a higher group.” Always have people higher than you, or smarter than you.  Look up to people who have been there, worn the T-shirt to encourage your continual growth.

As I said previously I personally was struck by the content of the speech but I Am also aware that it has attracted a lot of media attention, both positive and negative. If you haven’t caught it I have attached the best version I could find despite poor quality and lip-sinking issues all the content it there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nsR3SJMc8Q

I liked the fact that he thanked God for gracing his life with opportunities that he knew were not of his or any other human hand and proudly stating that it is a scientific fact that Gratitude reciprocates. The acknowledgement to his mothers amazing gift of self-respect and that his hero is himself in 10 years time which echoes the T D Jakes quote above.

This statement may go over the cynics heads and may have gone over mine 10 years ago but I so get this now and I AM definitely a calmer, happier, stronger, far less fearful person than I was 4 years ago let alone 10 thanks to reading “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne and numerous books on “The Law of Attraction” and “Quantum Physics”.

In 2014 I have made it a continual habit to say what I AM grateful for before I open my eyes, as I close my eyes and as often as I remember throughout the day and I thank the Universe for the opportunities that will arrive despite whatever my life looks like now as I practice the habit of ‘Faith’ not ‘Fear’ and I continually find things to grow the better version of me and eradicate negative thought patterns that I have created subconsciously that hinder my ability to manifest the life as I desire it and affect the ability to respect myself so whatever the opinion I raise my glass to you Mr McConaughey and everyone else who chooses to aspire to a Higher and Higher version of themselves or serve others to do the same.

Like attracts like – sure does !!!

Today I Am living my bliss and I must be just one big Bliss magnet.

Appears to be normal day, bit excited because later I maybe test driving my new car that Universe has kindly lined up for me – perfect timing and all that ( I may or may not blog about that later to evidence LOA interaction).

But the main purpose of this post is how I just love the unexpected WoW’s that make the normal go kapow !!!! (bat man styley).

Today was Secret Santa day in our office. Last year I was the new girl and no-one really knew me and I still thought people don’t really know me but I obviously wasn’t keeping my cards as close to my chest as I thought I had.

I was literally shocked and stunned and extremely grateful to receive my gift. Now two things rock my boat, anything to do with quantum physics/law of attraction and books so you will understand my elation when you see the attached photo.

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I was so genuinely appreciative, as everyone started to disperse I wanted to get back to my desk and be the first to email my gratitude to all the prospective Secret Santa’s.

A short time later I was alone in my office and I thought I may rock through a couple of pages however for some unknown reason drilling started not far from my office and I became aware that I had a slight headache and was finding it difficult to concentrate with the background noise.

This lead on to me filtering through my bag trying to find some headache tablets which wouldn’t reveal themselves so decided it was an opportune moment to have a clear out and as I was spreading the contents all over my desk (and the bag crumbs ukhhh !!) in the bin I came across my comfort Art materials  that I carry around with me and the sketchbook that I placed in there after my visit to Tate Britain in September, promising myself Turner styley to aim to sketch something as often as I could yet it has remained in there empty ever since.

On my desk there is a Company cup that I use as a stationary holder and the other day whilst reaching for a marker I accidentally touched the one and only pencil in the cup and I actually had a physical feeling in my gut that I don’t get from any other stationary. It was a really nice feeling but at the same time it was like “Oh !!”. I thought about the feeling and wondered what it represents? Is it something connected to my core, my higher self, my purpose?

I can do the roughest doodle to explain something and people have commented ‘Oh look how good that is’ or ‘I could never draw like that and you do it so easily’ but until that feeling in my tummy I hadn’t really acknowledged these comments because – hands up I admit it – I Am full of self-doubt and lack confidence in my abilities.

My art materials were in front of the cup and this triggered my pencil memory so I took a pencil and my sketchbook and decided to doodle nothing in particular but just for the feeling of an art material in my hand. It felt delightful and to enhance the experience I used my phone to listen to some music. Louis Armstrong came on ‘La Vie en Rose’ and then I used my pocket watercolour set with no water but just the tip of my tongue and I thought this is blissful – this is what life is all about, this is how life should feel like.

My little blissful doodle for no other reason than – BLISS !!

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Well my energy must have been buzzing because a colleague came into the office and seeing my book on the desk they asked “Do you have any idea who gave that to you yet as you seem so happy and someone seems to know you well.” I explained I still have no idea but I can only think of 4 people who would know what to get me.

The colleague said who she thought it might be. She felt it was the Managing Director/ my Line Manager. I too had to admit out of the 4 people my instincts are also saying them as I did mention my love of reading physics books during my appraisal. My colleague continued that this person probably gets his wife to buy his present after explaining the persons interests if known.

The colleague I was speaking to shares an office with the Managing Directors wife and added that they may have spoken to their daughter for advise as what to get because their daughter works for the BBC and their job means they have something to do with Programs that include Brian Cox. I nearly fell off my chair as I have been a fan of Brian Cox long before he came on the radar as ‘Thinking Women’s Totty’ but what really knocked my socks off was my colleague thinking that maybe the bosses daughter ‘Might be’ able to get my book signed by Brian.

I said I couldn’t ask that but my colleague was positive it was worth a try and explained that the daughter was home for Christmas so would be able to collect the book to take back to London and that my colleague was determined to ask her colleague on my behalf.

Moral of my post

Just feel it’s an example of how fast things can escalate with a small bit of positive energy and a massive amount of gratitude, you get more things to be grateful for.

Signing off now as I am off to test drive my new car.

Freaky Friday

Marvellous Monday, Tremendous Tuesday, Wonderful Wednesday, Phenomenal Thursday (OK I know it doesn’t start with a T but it rhymes) Freaky Friday and so it continues Sensational Saturday

The other day sat at a Red stop light (where Wayne Dyer says you can meditate and I’ve been trying) I gave myself a mental pat on the back for the fact that changing my thoughts and therefore my beliefs is becoming a daily practice something I realized when I first read The Secret was where I was going wrong. The type of mental work I am doing it not consistent as in, it’s not a religious daily practice of certain behaviours but there is daily practice of something. Usually last thing at night and first thing in the morning before rising, spattered with what ever randomness that is going on in my head during the day.

Over recent weeks seeing ourselves as physical tuning forks vibrating at a certain frequency depending on our thoughts and therefore hitting likewise vibrating circumstances that we draw to ourselves via those thoughts has been resonating with me (boom boom !!) I even made a picture of tuning forks as my laptop wallpaper to remind me to keep my thoughts good.

“As a man thinketh, in his heart so is he”

                                                                                                            by James Allen

 

Last week I blogged that I had allowed myself to fall into an overwhelming negative situation at work and how brilliant it felt to say “stop” and take action. Now it has come into my awareness I have taken responsibility for it. I have taken responsibility that I needed to change my thoughts for a more desirable set of circumstances and respect myself so I have been affirming in my head that “I Am a worthy person and deserve respect”. I have also been drawn to revisit old material I had read in the early days of discovery The Law of Attraction/Quantum Field. This week it was “Ask and it is Given” by Esther and Jerry Hicks. I Am only a few days in but something else that resonated with me was that we were/are meant to live joyous lives so I have also affirming “I Am living Joy” as frequently as I can remember and when faced with a situation or person that makes my belly role (Fear, Anxiety and Doubt your fired remember) I reaffirm it.

Well !!! ………………………………………………………………………….

A member of staff who thought last week could use me as his bitching board sent me a very nice unexpected email offering support to arrange some training I Am putting into place. (Good feeling inside).

For some random reason thought about a boy I recently Inducted who I had to let go because the job was not for him and I hoped he was alright and the next day he was in the bank and he went out of his way to say hello and gave me a beautiful smile so I Am guessing he’s OK and doing well. (Good Feeling).

Stunning morning driving to work but windscreen/shield unexpectedly misted up and I drove badly as I manically tried to see and find the demister button at the same time to be faced with my neighbour who I nearly drove into. Feeling bad I hoped I’d have the opportunity to apologize for poor driving skills and later coming home popped in local shop to pick up some milk and the neighbours were going in also. apology made (Felt better).

Unexpectedly a colleague I normally get on with came into the office and spoke to me in a disrespectful way and instantly and effortlessly words fell out of my mouth that weren’t in an aggressive manner but letting them know in any uncertain terms .. you don’t speak to me like that. The situation could have been one of those that turn me into the subdividing cell again but I knew I’d had done everything correctly and I will not be pulled away from my task in hand because of a failure of communication on other peoples parts. My instincts told me to approach the over seeing manager for advise instead of acting irrationally. Now this person, shall I say has not a favourable reputation with other members of staff but labels aside my gut said discuss it with them and I did. This person said leave it with them and a short time later the disrespectful colleague came back and said “apparently I have upset you, I haven’t upset you have I?” and I replied honestly “Yes actually you did” They explained the stress they were under and the lack of communication they had experienced but I pointed out that none of that was my fault and that I appreciated the situation they were in but that didn’t give them the right to take it out on me. I emailed the Manager and thanked them for their help in this matter (It felt good).

In my personal relationship my opinion has felt undervalued by comments my partner has been making and last night a conversation ensued whereby I was able to point out in a non hostile situation these recent comments, that when harboured had made me feel bad and resentful and when expressed as not acceptable – felt good.

The strange thing is the way I conducted myself in these above situations when the circumstances came about happened in a subconscious way that appeared to fall out of me as if directed by the non-physical part of me, that I know inherently was simply by making the decision to change my thoughts, setting some personal boundaries and saying a few affirmations in my head. It indicates to me the immense personal power we truly do have at our fingertips and to Freakishly confirm this another set of circumstances literally made me go “Whoa !! wait a minute”:

I Am a complete book whore, I admit it and have admitted it before. I jump from one text to another all week long and another thing that has resonated with me along with ‘Ask and it is Given/ Ask, believe, Receive’ and tuning forks is the quote from the bible “I Am that I Am and that some conformist religions of which I Am not a fan as I have previously blogged I cannot feel comfortable with a belief in a God that judges and segregates and yesterday (Friday) I had a meeting with a colleague over a couple issues that had come up during the week to discuss there completion. When I first went to work at this company seeing this persons name on the Company Structure did make my stomach role slightly as they were the only name I recognized and they did have a bit of a hard man reputation but as it turns out, perfect example of not putting ‘Good’ or ‘Bad’ labels on things we probably have the closest working relationship, has been the most supportive and have has some freaky conversations over my period with the company (one that instigated me to buy them a copy of Anita Moorjani’s book – ‘Dying to be Me’). The meeting went off on a bit of a tangent about different cultural and belief systems within the various nationalities within our company and his own wife’s religious beliefs and again misinterpretation of scriptures. So I said funny you should say that, I’ve been reading about that recently and the phase “I Am that I Am “ and that it is actually saying that we are equally capable of anything Jesus is said to have done but religious misinterpretation has lead us to, in some cases to create and  follow a judgemental man like image of God then later when I got home I was finding it difficult to concentrate so decided to go on-line to find something to listen to, to relax. First I see a post by Ricky Gervais (‘Derek’ – best bit of TV writing, in my eyes ever)

then I just randomly click on a post in the recommended for you list on You-tube and watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKwo-D9UpWA

Well after that, there is no mistaking that I Am one big mass of vibrational energy because every molecule of my physical being was vibrating.

Quantum Man

Yesterday I was highly honoured to be connected to the amazingly wise Greg Kuhn. You could do a lot worse than check out Greg’s “Why Quantum Physicists” … series of books, all available on Amazon. He writes in a way no other author I have ever read literates. Check out His fish tank theory it will liberate you.

Connecting with Greg, reading his comment on my post and Pam Grout’s blog reminded me that I was back to labelling situations as ‘Good’ and ‘Bad’ and actually its just information and labelling situations blinkers me to ALL the options. It also reminded me of a “Live by List” I created for myself a while back but I was so busy living my current created physicality that I forgot to ‘Live by It’ and one of the bits of information on the list is “Tell NO stories”. If you read Greg’s books it will make sense.

Greg’s comment on my post also reminded me that I had forgotten some parts of the miracle of the Universe and the Quantum Field and that there are no accidents.

When I embarrassingly forget someone’s name I AM talking to and want to remember it and someone walks up and says “Hi Dave” that’s the quantum field.

When I remember I wanted to put a program in the TV planner but can’t remember which channel, day and time and it comes up on the next advertisement break, that’s the quantum field.

When I Am trying to lose weight and working really hard and its not working and I remember a time when I couldn’t visit the gym for 3 weeks and lost a kilo a week everyone of those 3 weeks and know deep down it’s got to be more about something other than diet and exercise and Greg Kuhn’s book “Why Quantum Physicists Don’t Get Fat” appears on the side bar of the email your reading. that’s the Quantum Field/Law of Attraction at work.

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