More and more I’ve become aware of the terminology “No SxxT Sherlock” being used when someone states a very obvious fact but today when I heard some very unusual information my brain said I need to blog about this and I want title my post “Yes SxxT Sherlock”.
I have blogged previously that long before I knew anything about the ‘Law of Attraction’ or ‘Quantum Physics’ I noticed how my thought processes seemed to work differently to my other contemporaries.
I wanted to learn and grow and further my education rather than aspire to the mass majority of my class mates choices at the end of our basic education service.
When sent on an Art Project on my first day at college and asked to vocalise our findings my other class mates looked at me like a freak when my observations were totally different from there’s and I saw life and creation instead of desolation and degradation.
When at University and I heard a lecture on cosmology I embraced it totally like ‘Yeah that totally makes sense to me’ when all my fellow students ridiculed the Lecturer after he had left (and these were mature students !!)
As long as I can remember I have heard about oil is running out. We all drive more and more cars etc and one day fuel/petrol/gasoline/diesel will run out however I have never panicked when we hear about resources running out because I truly believe that alternatives will arise like the cavalry to save the day.
And ‘Yes SxxT Sherlock’ I heard of maybe one such case in point on the news. Today a bus was used to Shuttle people from the city of Bath (in the UK) to Bristol Airport that was fuelled by the bi-product of human waste. Now there is a resource that will never run out !!!
Today has not been a comfortable day to go through and I have been doing my darndest to stay positive or look for the gifts wrapped in Sandpaper (as Lisa Nichols) would call them.
I work with a couple of people who are not pleasant (down right devious, there I’ve said it amongst other things) and appear to be made of Teflon.
Yesterday I copied something I saw online and aimed to put it into practice but today it was hard (Am I being tested?)
When you can look beneath their behavior that hurt you and you can see the frightened child – it becomes nearly impossible to be angry and carry a grudge.
I do have a little light on the horizon and I am playing all secret squirrel about it at the moment but I Am only in the first steps of setting it up, not in a position to say ‘Whatever, I’m out of here’ YET !!
Because of this I felt is it really worth looking for another job then I remembered listening to a Wayne Dyer video on YouTube the other day and Wayne explained how he admitted being anxious and humbled about doing a public television presentation and then he said he just released it as said “God Guide me”.
This part of the presentation came back into my mind when I was asking myself do I stay or do I go and I too said “God guide me” then immediately said Thank You – ask and it is given remember.
As I planned to leave for the day something held me up and I quickly went into an office to see a friendly colleague. These extra few unplanned minutes meant that I then excited the building at the very moment one of the Teflon people were un-incriminating themselves by incriminating me. I know I have nothing to worry about because judging what I heard I have the documentation to back myself up but it’s just so energy draining having to do so unnecessarily and then it hit me. Was I meant to see this? Is the thought and words ‘Energy Draining’ the message I needed to say time for a fresh start?
When I got home I decided my plan was to follow my instincts and find the best feeling thought and another and another to raise my energy.
I read recently by several authors all at once that whatever happens you owe it to yourself to look for the best feeling thought in any situationto keep your energy high. The Universe can’t bring miracles to you if your energy is low. I also remembered to remember we never know what the plan is so trust that this is all happening for a reason. That thought instantly made me feel better.
The next instinctive thought was to have a cup of coffee and some fruit and download some meditation apps I seen recommended in a magazine. Suitably calmed the next thought was to play the rest of the ‘Sex in The City’ episode that I recorded as we were leaving the house the other day. Now I have nothing against ‘Sex in The City’ but I have never been an avid follower but something made me decide to record the rest of the episode that just came on the TV as I was getting ready.
At the end it was all lovely and happy ending’s all round, Big came to Paris to find Carrie (get to see land marks of my two favorite cities, bonus all round) and then at the end instead of the normal sound track they played “You’ve got the Love” by ‘The Source’ Ft Candi Staton. I LOVE this track and have turned to it in the car on many occasions in the long and distant past but for some reason when I heard the first few lyrics I just burst into tears, uncontrollable tears but it wasn’t tears of sadness, it felt Goooooooddd !! A Source (boom boom) of release.
And so apt a song when earlier I had asked “God guide me !!
I was becoming aware that as my working week was so crazy there was no time for anything else. It was the normal box style living that I do NOT want Soooooo much and if there is no room for anything else how do I work on myself to get out of the box?
Yesterday only got worse and I felt frustration building I was aware of it and did try tactics to evade it but more unexpected incidents happened making it even harder to shake. I know I was berating myself saying “well you are responsible for your experiences via your thoughts so you must have attracted this to you, it’s your fault. Your writing a blog about LOA and you are an example of how NOT to do it” I started to feel a failure and in my self berating very alone, then I read the amazing Pam Grouts post.
Pam is always full of positively and awe of life but today she was posting of having a not such a great time. Inadvertently by Pam honestly putting her own experiences and feelings out there I thought wow even people I look up to and appear to have it all sown up have challenging times and have to work hard to ditch what she describes as the B.S.
I, not for a second wanted her to have a crappy time but it was just what I needed to hear as it instantly made me think “hey you are not such a you know what up as you think and you are an definitely not alone”
It reminded me of a book I read (which one slips my mind) which explained that high solar activity effects earth’s electromagnetic field that then effects our individual and collective intellectual and emotional behaviour and that maybe that’s what was currently happening so even in our darkest times when it’s hard to put our heads above the parapet we may not be totally responsible and we can reassure ourselves we are in fact, never EVER alone and there is always someone who can sympathise with what we are experiencing.
It also shows me how incredibly, we are undoubtedly ALL connected and the Universe is always listening and always on our sides even when we forget it is there, for as PG was reaching out she inadvertently was just what I needed and I and many others reached right back.
It’s been a challenging week at work and at first my ego won but then I turned up the Gratitude at bedtime and before rising. I sent out LOVE to all my colleagues and then to ALL that is. Every-night I gave thanks for an amazing day and the amazing day to come and every morning I reiterated the Gratitude for the totally awesome day ahead and LOVE to everyone and everything. By the end of the week those challenges had flow out the window and I was flying high then it almost came crashing down with a negative comment on Friday night.
I physically felt my energy go down then I thought ‘Oh no you don’t’ . I AM to important to let that happen. To attract into the physical what I desired in the non-physical is not going to get to me if I let my energy frequency dip so I took some slow deep breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth, centered myself and relaxed and then I was back on cloud 9 again.
I have the same determination now to achieve my dreams I had in 1999 when I was producing my finals for my art degree and I AM embarrassed to say that its taken this long to get that feeling again but this time I AM not going to let it go to fit into somebody else’s box.
And again as if my magic the amazing Dr Wayne W. Dyer shared the equally affable Reid Tracy’s photo on Facebook.
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