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If it looks like a duck it may not be a duck

Everything will work again if we unplug it, including us

It’s a journey, not a destination and even when you try to trick yourself to think You have reached a destination it may only be the beginning of another journey


What I love about Gabrielle Bernstein the most is something she said in one of her books Super Attractor that has stuck with me and has been especially relevant recently


Someone said to her they felt like a fraud in their profession  because they still had a lot of fear and working out lots of personal stuff. How can they help others when they still have hard times and The Gorgeous Gabby replied that they were working on their 7th book and still a head-case (her words)and admitted to a Live audience they had been out of alignment a few months and while they may have their face on books and a mic in their hand they still need constant spiritual support


I loved her honesty and authenticity and when I need spiritual support I make a Beeline for Gabby’s books Super Attractor and The Universe Has Your Back on audiobook and listen on repeat and implement many of her tools


I learnt from Gabby that things that show up that are less than favourable are universal assignments and they will keep coming up until we deal with them


I learnt something similar when I took my Ho’OPonoPono certification before Christmas and I know the most productive times in my life have been when I surrender


I made a decision I wanted to clean and clear some stuff so I wasn’t suppressing these assignments and stay on the Universal Merry Go Round of same ol same ol


What I hadn’t anticipated was the amount of Sxxt that came up when I started to work on cleaning myself and I suddenly boom 🤯 I’m in the similar situation as the Lady above


Instead waking up happy and using my gained knowledge to support others I needed it on myself big time


I actually advocate Social Media Omnipresence for building an online presence and business as do most of the people I follow and respect and they also say consistency is key


Just put your game face on every day and Go, go, go !! Something about this doesn’t resonate with me


I feel authenticity is important and I actually have on my whiteboard “Only market in alignment” and at times my conscious (intellect) was saying post,post,post but if I tried I physically couldn’t and this felt congruent to me NOT to post. It felt aligned with Zero (Super-consciousness)


This morning I was listening to Joe Vitale’s Attractor Factor on my commute and Joe said something as if to validate this point (there are no accidents in the Universe)


When we write an email, a marketing piece, book etc we put our energy into it good and bad and people can FEEL  it and we attract or repel customers and clients so I saw this as we could post as much as we want as many times a day in as many places as possible but if there is some negative underlying probably subconscious energy going on as we produce the materials, whatever shape or form it is in we are literally wasting our time taking that Action, Action


While listening to Gabby’s Super Attractor the other day I had a lightbulb


I have been Manic Manfesting and I didn’t even see it

(Manic Manifesting is doing something out of desperation or panic instead of alignment)


Like Gabby says fully in her book and I mention briefly above. We may know all the tools and what to do and even seen fabulous results in deliberate creation and  people may see us or come to us as the Guru and we can still get out of alignment


Usually when we least expect it and not even recognise we are doing it
There is no out there. Out there is just a reflection of what’s in us and everything we need is in us. We are own Guru’s and the answers are in us … if we only take the time to unplug and tune in but this action, action, action content, content, content consistency is king paradym doesn’t allow much time for unplugging


Recently I asked The Universe a question about long term personal finances and what inherited blocks I had over money subconsciously to clean and I felt intuitively to carry on with my day and I could FEEL the answer would come


The Universe is speaking to us 24/7 but the trouble is we ask and then get to busy to listen (no unplugging)


But this time I felt assured


I had been listening to Mabel Katz’s incredible book “The Easiest Way” repeatedly since waking up in an unexpected bout of Fear and Overwhelm on New Years day


I woke unusually to the prospect of a New Year hot and full of panic
I say unusually …..


It used to be the norm as I dreaded the prospect of a New Year because I hated my life so much until I changed my life by implementing one small change so this feeling felt abnormal to me and one I had forgotten I’d even experienced previously


I write and talk about that one small, easy to apply change often but if you haven’t guessed it or come across me speaking about it feel free to ask


I actually FEEL that this old feeling was being dredged up because I had been Cleaning and Clearing old limiting beliefs using Ho’oponopono and set an intention to deal with some old Universal Assignments once and for all


Christie Marie Sheldon calls these “Love Gifts”


Christie says when you want to change and clear out some old junk (beliefs) The Universe brings to the surface the things up you need to clear out as a gift to say here you are this is what you need to clean
Incidentally I had been using a lot of Christie Abundance block sessions via Mindvalley as well so it should not have been such a shock


But here I was in fear and overwhelm with the inability so it seemed to “NOT” let it get the better of me and I know more than anyone because I tell people enough about it that when we get in fight or flight all the problem solving hormones we need to find the answers to a problem shoot down to our legs and heart so we can run faster away from our supposed enemy (tiger) and we lose the ability to think rationally so we need a calming tool like breathing


In that new Year’s cold light of day “ahhhhhhh” moment I did manage to catch a few slow breaths and asked the question “What shall I do?” and instantaneously a voice in my head said “Listen to Mabel’s book The Easiest Way and I grabbed an earbud from my bedside cabinet and started there and then and I carried on throughout the day with one earbud in while I went about my business


Every night several things come to bed with me …


A long cold drink … or maybe 2, my Umi bluetooth earbuds, my ipad for reading books and my iphone for my alarm and listening to guided meditations etc and if there is an emergency with my elderly Father or kids etc.


I know some people say you should leave your phone away from Your bed but like old limiting beliefs, unlike what some media articles may lead you to believe, you can Train you brain in new ways and not to jump into social media ASAP in the Am and it’s essential it is close by as I mentioned for personal reasons


It is second nature now NOT to look at social media or emails or alike until later in the day until I have carried out my morning routine despite having it close by because setting my mindset is my main priority especially when it’s getting tripped up


But I digress. So there I am still listening to Mabel, day in day out and I ask the financial question and go about my business, still listening in one ear and then ….


Mabel tells a parable about 3 old men sitting outside a ladies house and she thinks they may be hungry and invites them in. They ask if the gentleman of the house is in and she says no. They say then they can’t come in without him there. Later when her husband comes home and she tells him what happened he says invite them in and they tell her they are “Wealth”, “Success” and “Love” and only one can come in. She needs to ask her husband which one can come into the house?


When she tells her husband he says invite “Success” and she says no let’s invite “Wealth” but her daughter who was listening says no invite “Love” and they decide to listen to their daughter and the woman of the house asks which one is Love as they would like to invite Love into the house
One of the Gentleman says I Am Love and stands and starts to walk in to the House and to the ladies surprise the other two get up and start to follow him and she says “you said only one of you could come in” and Love says “If you invited Success or Wealth into your house only one of us could come in but when you invite in Love, Wealth and Success cannot help but follow”


Mabel added “When we do everything for money everything feels difficult. It comes and goes quickly and escapes from our hands. We have to do what we love”


I was doing other things at the time and only half listening. Mabel’s audiobook is only about 90 minutes long and I have heard this parable several times but this time something made me go “Hold, Up”


I stopped what I was doing and relistened and I felt a sensation in my gut so I stopped to tune into my body to see what it was trying to tell me
I advocate that now is no better time in History to take what you love and monetise it online and the key is in what you are Passionate about and I still advocate that and in 2021 I was working on many things I am passionate about and felt most aligned to but with my ventures in to Ho’oponopono and my learnings about the three states or Super-Conscious ~ Conscious and Subconscious and setting goals usually comes from the subconscious and old memories and fear based programming running our thinking and the best way was to come from Superconscious and follow Inspired Action.


All that felt completely aligned to me like when I heard “Everything is Energy” and “Successful people have multiple streams of income” both true  but now I felt actually more misaligned not having the old underlying fear based patterns driving my goals or any goals at all however I had seen more than enough evidence as the now recently deceased Dr Hew Len said that when you surrender you allow the Universe to give you something more incredible than you could ever believe with your limited imagination and I wanted to surrender my goals to limitless potential


What’s my point to all this ?


When I tuned into my body the penny dropped


There was my answer to my financial questions


I thought I was doing what I was doing out of love and it certainly felt blissful when I was creating it and I was definitely Passionate about it but really underneath what was driving it was not love …


It was the old subconscious fear based limiting belief about money running the show


I certainly was doing what I loved and loving what I do but underneath I was thinking if I have this many clients or sell this much product I will make x£y$z but mentally skimming over these thoughts and definitely not acknowledging their true motives


I had a vision of what I thought I wanted to achieve and saw this as just the next step in my Transformation but in truth I was trying to run away from something I no longer wanted and outgrown and to achieve the thing I wanted to achieve I required “In my eyes” a certain about of passive and recurring income for its fulfilment


The Universe knows when you are trying to run away from something and that energy is not a productive energy. It’s usually desperate and scared and motivated by lack and when you have a motivation of lack you are focused on lack (even if you are not aware of it) and when you are focusing on the lack of something you create more lack of something because your attention is the absence of the thing you desire even though you believe you are focusing on something else like a new car, relationship, career or money


You can use Your intellect (Consciousness) all you want to tell Yourself You are thinking one thing but the Universe knows what you are truly FEELING subconsciously


I FEEL there is more to it running my show. I know I grew up surrounded by a lot of poor money mindset and there is also a lot of ancestral poverty consciousness in my history and I still hear poverty mindset speech all the time so there is a lot of old data as Dr Hew len calls it in my subconscious programming still running, I am sure on repeat and I know “Cleaning” as he also calls it will be a lifelong process but that’s no biggy now I know the Tools


Thankfully  using the tools I have been most aligned to I feel things are finally going in the right direction and I also see and FEEL this is because I am entering a new chapter on my Journey and those Transformations are in alignment with some of my intentions I thought about a few months ago


Now I appreciate what looks like a duck and quacks like a duck is not necessarily a duck but a Phoenix in disguise


I set an intention and a whole lot of Synchronistic events occurred which told me it was in alignment with my Higher Purpose and then when some things didn’t manifest in “My” Desired timeline I decided to Trust and Surrender in Divine Timing because when I do it shows up better that I can ever create on my own however because things got a bit scary and yucky I lost my ability to see “This is it. This is the manifestation (Transformation) in process”


As if a thumbs up from the Universe I heard this, this morning by Bob Proctor


“Everything that happens in Your Life is Moving You towards Your Goal”

That word “Everything” really resonated with me and I felt a shift in my being “Everything” is moving us towards our goals even if they look like Sxxt covered in glitter is our greatest gift


Yesterday I FELT I know what ever has been happening and is still happening. When I look back on this I will be so grateful to this period in my life for the lessons and Transformation and twice in that same day I heard personal stories of people who were at Their lowest points and didn’t want to be here, now see those periods as Their greatest gifts.
If you know someone who may need to read this post or learn about those publications that help me personally please feel free to share this with them …


And following my own Inspired Action I am launching a new book about being bullied and using The Law of Attraction and Ho’oponopono to overcome being bullied and when I tuned in to my intuition to set the launch date the 14th of February kept coming up and initially I disputed it and when I checked in again and the same date came up I smiled …
Of course the international day of Love 💕


I have made it my mission now. Whatever I do, do with love or don’t do it at all


I have unplugged myself, rebooted and cleared out some old software and downloaded a new exciting version. Version 2022.0 😍


Remember If you know someone who may benefit from an unplug or maybe any of these book titles I have mentioned above please feel free to share this with them and my New book The Law of Attraction and Beyond with Ho’oponopono to Beat The Bullies is available now on pre-order. Just tap the title to take a look


Whatever You are doing Have a Fabulously Attractive Day and if it’s not going how you would like remember to take a breath and unplug and say it is all happening for me xoxo

Have I mastered my Money Mindset

As the name says I am The Law of Attraction Lover and I believe it , love it, use it, get it to work for me but Money or should I say Mega Money … Blaaaaa !!! That’s a discription of my stomach rolling over at the thought of it.

I literally told myself I am never gonna get this one to work out for me Baby

Well that’s a positive affirmation right there – Not !

But a few months ago I told myself I will overcome this one if it …. well you know the phrase.

I have read more books than I can calculate before making the decision to kick this sucker to the curb about money mindset but I knew to cure it I couldn’t stop there.

So I continued reading watching, listening, affing (affirmations if you are new to my blog and not aware of my terminologies)

And gradually I have started to feel the fog start to lift and become more and more comfortable around money but not only have I begun to feel comfortable, I have actually felt happy about it and literally eager to pay bills.

Some of it I have got to myself and some thank you Universe, I have been presented with the right materials at the right time.

What do I mean ages ago? For instance about 2 years just around now I heard of Christie Marie Sheldon and what she calls lofty questions. These were working for me well and I was getting positive results but then I manifested a business. See I told you the Law of Attraction has worked for me but that should all be documented in other posts so I won’t go in to it here.

The business was very busy from the very beginning (grateful) and I lost the luxury of having the time to write out my lofty questions but a few weeks ago I was getting a strong compulsion to restart them again and with 24 hours I started to see results

Around the same time I came across Denise Duffield Thomas and her book “Get Rich, Lucky Bitch” and immediately started implementing some of the suggestions combined with the lofty questions

I started logging money coming in, saving, de-cluttering, ditch the dodgy under-ware (you’ll have to listen/read the book 😉 )

I am aware a big part of attracting what you want is feeling and I am becoming better at taking time to read my feelings and I went I started saving it felt good. I also started seeing and increase in my business when I started logging the money coming in.

What was really liberating when I read “Lucky Bee” was Denise admitted she constantly works on her money blocks and we will always have money blocks to work on. Instead of being depressed at this prospect I thought Yeah, I am not broken

I always thought the reason I was never Mega Money abundant was because I was not cured of my money blocks. “I will never be wealthy”

Now I knew I would never be cleared of them and that’s normal and I will always have to work on them. I’m down with that. I can do the work now I know I always have to. I am a personal development junkie – Bring it on !!

Talking of doing the work Denise advises throw anything at it that feels right for you and it doesn’t have to be one practice over another.

Another positive because if you are told something that says you have to do this or you won’t get A, B, or C and you are not getting results with said practice you are going to feel a failure and negative feelings never get good results.

Probably because what I have digested previously I am not a total Dork around money and do have faith around certain financial topics working out ok. One of those is what instigated this blog post …. but first a couple examples.

I set myself a goal for 2019 but recently I was in two minds should I invest in it or not despite it bringing me at least one step closer to my next big dream so I decided to let it go and trust the Universe to show me the answer

Last Friday when I least expected it a series of events happened and then inspired action made me to do something and then I got my answer … and then some.

The ‘Then Some’ was a link to the very thing I wished to achieve this year. Doing a gut check and reading my feelings (Joy) I did it and it cost a lot less than I anticipated

But as Denise predicted I then I had a Blaaa !! gut role because I potentially have a bill coming up that I don’t know the final cost of however “STOP PRESS” my mind almost a second later formed a lofty question that it was ok because I was going to make the money back today. Motivated by this I thought I won’t stop there. Not only am I going to make this back I am going to double it. Wow, Wow, Wow !! Get me.

Not in a position to write it down I said it over and over in my head promising I would write it down when I got in to my shop.

However the shop was crazy busy and I didn’t get a chance to write my lofty question down

No worries because just by thinking it seemed to do the trick and I did in fact not only make the money back that I spent out but I did double it in takings in my shop.

This made me very excited not to mention happy and I swore from now on when I get a gut a role I am going to focus on my abundance and belief in attracting more than whatever it was I have to pay out.

One habit I have adopted for a while is saying/writing affirmations about gratefully paying for any service or product I desire or require and that I always have enough money for it, as if validation of this and my actions the other day, yesterday while trying to listen to a Podcast that wouldn’t play it instead started playing a podcast by Mindvalley when someone totally new to me Ramit Sethi was being interviewed.

Ramit very early in the podcast spoke of when someone boasts about finding a loophole not to pay for a service etc ie Taxes (bill with the unknown amount awaiting to pay) they are projecting a scarcity mindset. He said if you are in business you have things to pay out, taxes, pay an accountant etc. Get over it.

Because of material digested a long time ago I had shifted my mindset on getting a cleaner, paying someone to cut the grass, do your taxes etc because when you pay them for their services and skill set it frees you up to earn money doing what you are good at to pay them and create an income for them. Win, win so I totally got what Ramit was saying and it took me back to my behaviour and lofty question when I paid for the service this past Saturday morning where I overrode the Blaaa !! feeling with my abundant mindset action and then Ramit said a quote that made me go “I’m having that. That is going in to my journal.

“Abundant People Realise Their Future Is Brighter Than Their Past”    

I said previously that while not being a millionaire (yet) sometimes I can hold a belief something will work out and despite practically having zero in the bank when the subject came up (numerous times) my partner would keep reminding me “You’re going to need money in your account in January you know to pay your tax bill” (Thank you for reminding me Dad – again)

I have a small physical craft business while thankfully popular and keeping me afloat as soon as I build up a bit of money I would need to buy stock and materials so while a looming tax bill would look daunting for some reason I had Faith it would all be alright but I would just acknowledge my partners concerns not wanting to express my belief as he openly admits he doesn’t get my Woo Woo.

Well to make this long story longer Christmas was insane in my business giving me some surplus money that I have been keeping towards my taxes and potentially making everything indeed ok and this morning I got a telephone call from my Accountant asking could I meet to go over a couple things

Despite my belief that everything would be alright as Denise predicted I did gulp down an old money block feeling that wanted to say “Hello”

Right you pesky money block time we tango’d. So I put an alarm on my phone to stop and have lunch while writing lofty questions before the meeting to put me in a better frame of mind and I even used the quote above as I entered the reception (throw anything at it malarky)

Well the news was far better than I antisipated and when it was suggested to pay a contribution to an annual fee that I am not obligated to do in my current position but has productive benefits for me in the long run I found myself saying “Yes” and asking payment methods

I found the new abundant mindset ‘Me’ wanted to pay for the service provided ASAP knowing my future is brighter than my past

I even caught myself smiling as I went back to my shop, thinking well that went well and I actually feel happy.

Hang on, have I finally changed my money mindset

If I can do it, anyone can do it

Never Say Never !!!

Never Say Never !!!

One big hurdle in my life has been overcoming my poor money mindset

This one goes deep and I have watched YouTube videos by the gorgeous Christie Marie Sheldon and I know where it originated from

I’ve read numerous books. Done affirmations but I’m still not Rockefeller

But wait ……..

Yesterday I caught myself subconsciously…… subconsciously doing something positive !!!

Something triggered me to think about my credit card bill and I instantly had an overwhelming sick, hot feeling and then my mind instantly exchanged that thought with a positive affirmation and I caught myself doing it.

I recently started reading Jack Canfield “The Success Principles” and in there I read about someone who keeps a Victory log and logs the smallest triumphs both business and personal ie: getting his son to tidy his room

I see this as a huge Victory for me and proof that I can change my mindset over money. Maybe slowly but surely and slowly is better than Never !!

As if validation … I was listening to “The 4 Year Career” by Richard Bliss Brooke and it came on to the success stories and it came on to a story about (Jordan Adler author of Beach Money) and maybe wording it differently but basically it said Jordan had massive credit card debts where he used his cards to attend seminars and buy stock for his Network Marketing Companies he was investing in and he saw his credit card debt as a necessary I won’t say it ….. a necessary requirement at the time shall I say to invest in the knowledge he needed to get him to where he needed to be and he never gave up on his pursuit despite numerous routes that didn’t work. I won’t say failure following the Edison analogy and now he is very wealthy and successful.

The card I was thinking of is my highest payment because I used it for something similar. I invested in B School with Marie Forleo and that investment is priceless as the resource is there constantly and ever year as an Alumni you get to do it all over again with the new B Schoolers. Something I highly recommend on all counts because I did it this year and I saw how much my knowledge etc had improved from last year which is a huge positive enforcement in itself.

And if I needed any more enforcement, every morning I put on YouTube as I dress and listening to something motivational and this morning tapping on one video and accidentally jumped on the video below …… or did I ??? ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WI4aUYmmqlw

What ever you are doing to change or improve Never Say Never because once you take a positive step to improve something you can never go back to the person you were before you made that step.

You are truly a New Person

Have a good day. Much Love

Ali P x

#lawofattraction #alip #loalover #jackcanfield #lesbrown #marieforleo #bschool

Don’t judge, Love

 

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Like most of us I thought the world had gone crazy on November 8th 2016.

I know it wasn’t perfect before November the 8th but I was loving the way the world was moving towards more equality and more loving and just more conscious.

So when I woke up on that fateful morning I hoped I was still asleep and it was all a horrible nightmare.

Luckily around the same time I was going through a stressful personal period and know enough now in my own consciousness to use tools to assist me to get through testing times and lucky for me indirectly the material I was listening to and reading was also the perfect material to help me through the media exposure that seems impossible to avoid.

I’m not a News watcher a Newspaper reader (understanding that it is peddled to manipulate our minds into negative, fearful, hateful opinions) but I am a Facebook follower and TV watcher so it is hard to be the Ostrich I try to be around negativity and to avoid even slight snippets of what is going on in the world today.

Two books I was reading were Wayne Dyer’s “You’ll See it When You Believe It” and Marianne Williamson’s “A Return to Love”. Thankfully Wayne reminded me that what we focus on expands, not dissipate. Regardless if it makes us feel good or bad and I am far from perfect ‘physically’ and have seen and heard things that feel abhorrent to me personally and causes a physical sensation in my stomach. As I said a combination of tools aimed at other areas assisted me with these sensations.

And one of those is a Dr Joe Dispenza Meditation I downloaded after completing his book “Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself” and in the meditation it has an exercise to notice when a familiar unpleasant feeling reoccurs you say the word “CHANGE” so being reminded by Wayne that if I get angry at these ‘apparent’ abhorrent actions all I am doing is exasperating the situation not eliminating it I haven’t participated in many of the actions I have seen taking place around the world. Instead I mentally have been stepping back, taking a deep breath then saying “CHANGE” to the feeling in my belly and then focusing on the person or thing that ‘so called’ created the unpleasant sensation to arise and then send it or them LOVE.

Marianne explicitly explained in her book how when someone acted in her life in a way that created immense anger in her she repeatedly said she forgave them and released them to the Holy Spirit and then Marianne details how this situation played out in a highly positive effective way and just reading it created a positive feeling in me so I have implemented this in my own life and the results have created exponential changes that I have seen magnify daily.

You may have noticed that I have placed certain words in a semicolon and that is because non-physically I have been reminded we are ALL perfect and this helps when sending love to the physical version of someone I feel upsets me or created a sensation in me by their actions. Amongst all this info it advised – imagine someone as a baby if you have trouble forgiving them because babies are perfect and it is hard to think of them being imperfect or doing something abhorrent and know when I act out unloving physically I am perfect non-physically and my unloving, fearful acts are gifts to me in the sense they are highlighting areas in my physicality that I still need to work on.

Early on in this post I wrote I was going through a difficult situation personally and I know enough now that there is something wrong in my thinking somewhere that attracted this so delved in harder than normal to work on this area, fed up of creating the same patterns over and over again throughout my life.

The perfect materials have constantly turned up and continue to turn up at the perfect time for my personal life and for what is going on in the wider world and some material I have never heard before or have read but never digested the true meaning and another word I highlighted was apparent because I truly grasped the fact that everything is happening just as it should be all the time even when it feels the opposite because it is painful or uncomfortable. 

It may not make sense that something so terrible is happening but we may never know what the true purpose behind it is until a lot later if at all but how many times have we read people’s lives have changed because of a tragedy that completely changed their thinking or gave their lives true purpose or set them off on a mission to help others so other people didn’t have to suffer the same fate.

How many times have we heard those stories after positive experiences?

Taking this on board I have been able to take a step back mentally and remind myself I don’t know why this is really happening and everything is always perfect and then bless the situation.

The last two words I highlighted were ‘so called‘ because I accidentally came across two new people recently and one is Marisa Peer. You may have heard of Marisa and her work but Marisa had never crossed my awareness until a week ago and have watched several video’s on YouTube and have created new daily rituals because of it and in one Marisa explains how to deal with things that people say that could hurt you and describes it as ‘letting it in’ or rather advises not to ‘let it in’. This reminded me people can’t hurt us unless we let them. We have a choice to let their actions affect us or not.

Finally the other gem I have fallen upon accidentally  is Christie Marie Sheldon and Christie explains how she can see energy blocks within us around various things but the things I have watched are mostly around blocks in receiving abundance. I mentioned earlier fed up of the same situations arising I decided to ‘Go hard or Go home’ on my difficult situations and maybe because my desire was more amplified than ever before I have come across more assistance and I am now grateful to the situation because it highlighted areas I still needed to work on and I am informed once you truly work on an area and solve it, it can’t return so hence my new philosophy to not judge anything just LOVE it.

And in Tribute to this and the fact that I went to an excellent Exhibition at the V&A Museum in London recently called Revolution and physically saw hand written lyrics by John Lennon and Paul McCartney and suits from Sargent Pepper and the Jacket worn by John Lennon on his ‘Imagine’ promo remember –

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWEEaH3QZoI