With all my spouting about Joy and Happiness and the Law of Attraction and my observations of how it works (positively) in my life and try to help others allow it in to their lives and blaa blaa blaa !! A few weeks ago I let fear get into my heart and sure enough I attracted the thing I feared.

Acknowledging my mistake I asked the Big Kahuna for some help with this matter.

Not sure if it was really help or a cop-out, I got sick and have been sick for a few weeks. I’m on the mend now and the time at home has allowed me the luxury to work on myself and find ways of mastering (or slightly overcoming) my fear.

I saw the opportunity as “Right I’ll use this time productively and finally get my SxxT together and finish my book, and then I’ll self-publish it and then, and then and then and then”

Easy their Tiger. What I wasn’t acknowledging was ….. I was sick !!

And the more I tried to write the more I got distracted by other stuff, couldn’t concentrate or just didn’t have the energy.

It’s been hard but I have been making a practice of (trying) to let go and follow what inspires me to do in any given moment and trust that this is exactly what I need right there right then and Trust that everything is working out perfectly and my job is to what ever makes me feel good there and NOW.

I have watched films and read books and listened to inspirational material on YouTube and I can see a synchronicity in this as a theme has echoed throughout the material.

Always focus on the Solution, not the problem.

Following my instinct something I read made me think of the film Patch Adams, then I had the thought ‘I wonder if I can get Patch Adams on download on my TV?’ Seek and Ye shall find – Only a few minutes in I heard this fall off the sofa, stop, pause, “Did I just here what I think I heard”, rewind, “Yep I did” moment.

My last post was about a slap in the face I needed and can see despite all my efforts I have been definitely focusing on the problem more than the solution and then trying to change things from the vibration of still seeing I have the problem.

Abraham Hicks says that life is full of contrast and contrast is good because it is from the contrast of seeing what you don’t want you launch a rocket of desire about what you do want but you certainly won’t get what you do want whilst still focusing on the lack of not having what you do want and coming from a place of focusing on what you don’t want – Did you get that ?

If not maybe listen to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ6vcfkfzlU

I was reading a lot of this before I watched Patch Adams so maybe that’s where I heard “Focus on the Solution” first but it has definitely a running theme and thanks to the material in the book I have been doing a lot of daily practices that have helped me focus on raising my ‘Disc’ and last night as I was going to sleep out of nowhere I had an amazing Rampage of Appreciation experience that literally felt amazing so I must be doing something right.

We live in an amazing age that allows us to have a multitude of incredible information at our finger tips in seconds for when we find ourselves (like me occasionally) out of alignment or have never felt in alignment. Like the clip from Patch Adams says we have the opportunity to see the whole world anew, each day and like the equally amazing Pam Grout says “Wake up Expecting Miracles”.