I was always terrified …
I used to give up at the first hurdle of anything I ever tried …
The minute I had a knock back I gave Up …
Why Am I telling you this? …
Because it changed. I changed and I now know, we can all change regardless of Age
Nothing is set in stone
I would like to tell you some amazing epiphany happened but it didn’t
Well it did and it didn’t !!
I had the epiphany one day that … I had stopped quitting at the first hurdle
No matter how long I stopped moving forward on an intention
No matter what set backs surrounded me I had this inner drive to start again …
Always came back !!
Drove me ….
But if I am honest …
When I set and intention to do something and got really excited and motivated and life unexpectedly got in the way and days passed and I hadn’t been doing the things I said I would (even to myself) a tinge of anxiety, doubt, fear, regret. Self admonishment can niggle away in the back ground
That Shxxty little voice that berates you and tell’s you are a failure. That you never commit to anything. You never finish anything. You’ll never be successful as X Y Z so why bother.
Well here’s a secret. That Shxxty little voice doesn’t want you to change anyway
As Shxxty and painful as things maybe it likes the familiarity and the comfort of the known and wants to berate you into submission and retain “Homeostasis” and make things stay just as they are …
If you can relate to this !! Tell that Shxxty little voice “Thank You for trying to protect me but it’s going to be ok” then go within.
Take some slow deep breaths and see it as a gift that is reminding you, you are out of alignment with your true essence and know that support and guidance is ALWAYS available
What changed for me was … my Mindset !!
I was introduced to Personal Development. First in the shape of books then YouTube Video’s. Podcast’s seminars Live and Online. Challenges, Courses and Mentors …
Ironically the first book I read was “Feel The Fear & Do It Anyway” by Susan Jeffers
There is so much value out there for free today and I highly recommend you check out that book and I’ll drop below 👇
And even when things weren’t changing on the 3D surface I still kept indulging in my LOVE of Personal Development. I became addicted to it and then one day I had the realisation I wasn’t quitting any more
Regardless of what happened and or how long I had been away from working on my Definiteness of Purpose and I truly believe this happened on a subconscious level because of what I was investing into my consciousness
And now I know and trust
No matter what tries to take me off course or how long I have been away from working on my 5D reality …
I NEVER start from scratch …
I Am starting from Experience from all that information I have put into my brain
And I believe the same is for everyone …
We all have a Definiteness of Purpose even if we have had the time to tap in to it “YET” and none of us are starting from scratch even if we think we haven’t even started yet because ….
Things we never thought relevant were setting us up for our Purpose
When Steve Jobs dropped out of college he started dropping in on classes he actually felt drawn to and wanted to take part in
One of them was Calligraphy and he famously quotes we can only connect the dots looking back not looking forward and years later when he was creating the Mac he attributes that class that seemed meaningless but interesting at the time is what inspired him to add the option of so many beautiful fonts that we take for-granted today
So consider this “Where Ever You are Today. You are Not Starting from Scratch. You are Starting from Experience and You Do Truly have a Purpose you Just have to Take Time to Go Within and Ask for Guidance of how to Bring that forward from the 5D into the Your’s and everyone else’s 3D reality because whatever it is …. It is here to serve the world and not bringing it into the light is doing the World a Disservice !!!
Namaste 🙏
Law of Attraction Lover 