I resolve to ……………. !!!

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On the Eve of the Eve of the Eve of the day we set resolutions I was feeling strangely uneasy and restless and I didn’t know why but later in the day I read something and I thought ‘Bingo’ and I knew what the root cause was.

I had been hearing and reading things about people setting resolutions and achieving last years and somewhere inside subconsciously it had hit a nerve but now that nerve was raw and exposed.

All this talk of Resolutions had reminded me that I had set high expectations about 2014. I felt it was my year and I was super optimistic but now faced with the reality there was no obvious change from this time last year …. ooops !!

I won’t lie. It wasn’t a nice feeling and two more words beginning with ‘F’ came to mind. Flat and Failure but then I thought ‘really has nothing changed? Seriously?’

OK my money, job and home haven’t evidently changed but I have written several blog posts, got lots of followers. Have started a book (finally, so that’s a success). I drive a gorgeous car that I only once dreamt about and have had a fantastic holiday. I have made new friends and I have helped people and have a fantastic romantic relationship. I am constantly able to remind myself there is a solution to EVERY problem which is backed up even today with amazing miracles manifesting which minimizes fear and for the foremost I am very happy.

I think that is progress and a success.

Another gift or miracle was receiving an email that Greg Kuhn had just posted a new blog post and it’s contents were just what I needed to read.

You can check the full version out for yourself which I highly recommend but in short Greg was reminding me that via Quantum Physics we learn that we are given a clean slate every second of every day not just in January.

I also saw some amazing pictures/quotes on Facebook that made me feel even better.

I have written previously that the Universe is sending us messages every second of every day like the opportunity to start a fresh and I ‘Feel’ the email and the quotes were sent for me to ‘Feel Better’ instead of a ‘Flat Failure’ and maybe that should be our only resolution to find the best feeling thought in any given situation.

So I resolve ………… !!

“I resolve not to resolve ever again on the Eve of a New Year but to live in the Present Moment”

Hand’s up I’m Human

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With all my spouting about Joy and Happiness and the Law of Attraction and my observations of how it works (positively) in my life and try to help others allow it in to their lives and blaa blaa blaa !! A few weeks ago I let fear get into my heart and sure enough I attracted the thing I feared.

Acknowledging my mistake I asked the Big Kahuna for some help with this matter.

Not sure if it was really help or a cop-out, I got sick and have been sick for a few weeks. I’m on the mend now and the time at home has allowed me the luxury to work on myself and find ways of mastering (or slightly overcoming) my fear.

I saw the opportunity as “Right I’ll use this time productively and finally get my SxxT together and finish my book, and then I’ll self-publish it and then, and then and then and then”

Easy their Tiger. What I wasn’t acknowledging was ….. I was sick !!

And the more I tried to write the more I got distracted by other stuff, couldn’t concentrate or just didn’t have the energy.

It’s been hard but I have been making a practice of (trying) to let go and follow what inspires me to do in any given moment and trust that this is exactly what I need right there right then and Trust that everything is working out perfectly and my job is to what ever makes me feel good there and NOW.

I have watched films and read books and listened to inspirational material on YouTube and I can see a synchronicity in this as a theme has echoed throughout the material.

Always focus on the Solution, not the problem.

Following my instinct something I read made me think of the film Patch Adams, then I had the thought ‘I wonder if I can get Patch Adams on download on my TV?’ Seek and Ye shall find – Only a few minutes in I heard this fall off the sofa, stop, pause, “Did I just here what I think I heard”, rewind, “Yep I did” moment.

My last post was about a slap in the face I needed and can see despite all my efforts I have been definitely focusing on the problem more than the solution and then trying to change things from the vibration of still seeing I have the problem.

Abraham Hicks says that life is full of contrast and contrast is good because it is from the contrast of seeing what you don’t want you launch a rocket of desire about what you do want but you certainly won’t get what you do want whilst still focusing on the lack of not having what you do want and coming from a place of focusing on what you don’t want – Did you get that ?

If not maybe listen to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ6vcfkfzlU

I was reading a lot of this before I watched Patch Adams so maybe that’s where I heard “Focus on the Solution” first but it has definitely a running theme and thanks to the material in the book I have been doing a lot of daily practices that have helped me focus on raising my ‘Disc’ and last night as I was going to sleep out of nowhere I had an amazing Rampage of Appreciation experience that literally felt amazing so I must be doing something right.

We live in an amazing age that allows us to have a multitude of incredible information at our finger tips in seconds for when we find ourselves (like me occasionally) out of alignment or have never felt in alignment. Like the clip from Patch Adams says we have the opportunity to see the whole world anew, each day and like the equally amazing Pam Grout says “Wake up Expecting Miracles”.